Translator: Atlas Studios Editor: Atlas Studios
He was caught off guard…
However, after calming down and thinking about it, he realized this might not be a bad thing. Since it had already happened, he didn’t have to be so nervous, conflicted, hurt, and afraid.
Ever since he hypnotized Shangguan Yu, though this stolen happiness was still happiness, it also pressed down on Fu Siye like a mountain, making him feel like he couldn’t breathe every day. Now that the mountain had shifted, although he was afraid, he couldn’t help but heave a sigh of relief.
After Mu Huan left, the room instantly quietened down.
It was not only Shangguan Yu who felt that he was selfish, but he also felt that he was selfish…
From the moment he had decided to hypnotize Shangguan Yu, he had known that his behavior was very selfish. This method of his was not the correct method to resolve the matter. He was doing this for his own good, not for Shangguan Yu’s own good, but…
He still did that.
Hence, he had always felt guilty and blamed himself. This guilt and self-blame had become that mountain, crushing him until he could not breathe.
After Mu Huan left, the room instantly quietened down. This silence made Fu Siye, who had involuntarily heaved a sigh of relief, unable to breathe again.
That self-reproach and guilt were so overwhelming that he couldn’t breathe.
But he was even more afraid of losing her forever.
No matter what, he could not salvage her despair. It made him wish he was dead, making him not know how to live.
Now that he had stopped blaming himself and feeling guilty, this air made him suddenly sink into the fear he had felt before. He was afraid that this would make him lose her forever.
Shangguan Yu could feel his fear before, let alone now.
That strong fear made her heart ache.
She had known Fu Siye since she was born. Ever since she was young, no matter what happened, she had never seen him so scared.
“Siye…” She used her other hand to hold his hand.
Fu Siye looked at her. He had wanted to speak to her alone, but now, he still didn’t know what to say.
“Siye, no matter what my attitude was in the past, now that we are having a child, my mentality will definitely be different from before. Hence, don’t be too afraid and don’t think too much.” The current Shangguan Yu couldn’t imagine that she would want to divorce Fu Siye.
Because she loved him so much. Even if he killed her with his own hands, she wouldn’t blame him or hate him.
Hence, she could not figure out why she had taken the initiative to divorce him and why he had pursued her so much later. Why she did not want to be with him anymore.
She really could not imagine it.
But it was precisely because of this that she knew that she must have suffered a blow that was tens of times worse than anything else in her life. That was why she had completely given up on him.
Hence, even though her heart ached for Fu Siye now and she wanted to say that she wouldn’t leave him even if she regained her memory, that he didn’t have to be so afraid…
She didn’t say anything.
She didn’t know how she would feel when she regained her memory.
She could only comfort Fu Siye like this first.
Her comfort worked.
Fu Siye was so afraid just now that he had completely forgotten that the current situation was different from before. Now, they had a child coming!
Previously, she had given up on him in such pain and despair because of the other child. Although she could not completely make up for that pain now that she was having another child, it was as she had said. Now that they had this child coming, her mentality would definitely change..
