It turned out that he did not travel; it turned out that the front desk lady’s words could not be more fluent, was he told in advance..
She was still struggling to make the 100th call, but he had already given up on her.
In fact, she had a premonition, didn’t she?
She was the one who lied to herself and refused to face it, until she saw it with her own eyes..
She thought that he was the person in her life, the one who could pull her out of the quagmire. In fact, she was just a little bit away. As long as he didn’t give up on her, she could wait a little longer, wait a little longer.., she might really be able to walk out… but he still let go, letting her fall deeper into the quagmire.
Leng Nuan clearly felt that her eyes were a little sore and hot. She raised her head and looked at the sky.
She tried hard to raise the corners of her lips, and then she raised the corners of her lips again, making the smile on her face deepen.
She did not know if he still remembered many things. The fire at the hot spring resort, the voice of him calling her name; the man-made snow at Christmas, the figure of him holding a broom and sweeping the floor downstairs The scene of him and her counting cars one after another on Chang ‘an street. Although he was gambling with him that day, he did not know that regardless of whether the cars were an even number or an odd number, she always wanted to be his girlfriend..
Also, she was very afraid of men, but she had been trying very hard to get used to him in the past six months. She even thought of telling him about the past to let him know more about her, she also wanted to let him know that the girl he liked was not as beautiful as she looked, so that he could make a decision whether he wanted to be with her or not.
But all these thoughts were in vain.
She and he still got separated..
Actually, this was also good, wasn’t it? It saved her from always being on tenterhooks. When she suddenly thought of that terrible nightmare at night, she started to fear that he would not want her if he knew the truth. Now, it could be considered a relief. She did not need to be on tenterhooks anymore, she no longer needed to think about how good he was to her and feel endless guilt. She no longer needed to look at how good he was and could not help but feel inferior..
She finally returned to the past, not to mention the love, hate, and anger of the past.
He was so good, and she was not worthy of him, so this was good, really good..
It was clearly a very happy thing, why was she crying? What was there to cry about..
..
Leng Nuan sat foolishly by the roadside for a long time until the number of cars in front of her gradually decreased. Only then did she get up and walk to the roadside to hail a car to go home.
Sitting in the back seat, Leng Nuan stared out of the window the entire time.
In the past, she thought that the night scenery of Beijing was very beautiful, but today, all the scenery in front of her eyes had lost its color.
Lu Benlai’s place was not too far from the house she rented, but they had to pass through the bar area in Beijing.
When the car drove past MIX, she saw a familiar figure through the car window.
It was Lu Benlai. He seemed to be drunk and was standing by the roadside, throwing up into the trash can.
His secretary and driver had gone somewhere and did not follow him.
Leng Nuan subconsciously asked the driver to stop the car. Before she reached Lu Benlai, he had already collapsed on the street, looking unconscious.
In the end, the driver helped Leng Nuan to stuff Lu Benlai into the car.
When they reached Lu Benlai’s neighborhood, the security guard on duty on the first floor helped Leng Nuan Help Lu Benlai into the elevator.
