Translator: Atlas Studios Editor: Atlas Studios
At this point, a fan suddenly screamed hysterically—
“Yun Shishi, do you know what I hate most about you? I hate how you pretend to be innocent!”
Her back stiffened and she turned around.
The fan scolded her angrily, “If it weren’t for you, Sir Xingze wouldn’t have died! If not for protecting you, he wouldn’t have suffered such serious injuries that he didn’t stand a chance of survival! You caused his death! If it weren’t for you, Sir Xingze wouldn’t have died!”
Upon hearing this, Yun Shishi’s mind went blank!
“Yun Shishi, you don’t deserve to live!”
“The one who should have died is you! Why didn’t you die!? Why didn’t you die!?”
Why didn’t you die!?
Yun Shishi’s face was as pale as snow, and her dull-colored lips quivered. Suddenly, she turned around. Her sallow face was drained of blood, and the gauze covering her eyes had fallen to the ground from the crowd’s shoving.
She was in a mess. A real mess.
She bit her lip and suddenly smiled bitterly. Then with a trembling voice she said, “I’m sorry!”
“…”
The crowd suddenly fell silent.
Yun Shishi’s hair fell untidily across her back as she faced her emotional fans. Her lips curled up in a smile, but her tears gently slid down her cheeks.
“I’m sorry… I really want to. I really want to send him off with a smile, so I held back my tears. I didn’t know… I really didn’t know that I should have paid my last respects in tears…”
“I’m sorry… I’m wearing sunglasses because I didn’t wish for him to see my injured eyes. I wanted him to leave in peace and not have any lingering feelings…”
“I’m sorry, it’s my fault, it’s all my fault! I’m the one who deserves to die. I’m not good enough to continue living! But… I wish too… If I could turn back time, or if I could choose, I’m willing to exchange my life for his…”
“I don’t want him to leave either. I don’t want him to leave either…”
Yun Shishi continued sobbing. “But… he’s already gone. He won’t wake up. If crying helps, if tears can bring him back, I will cry. I will cry my eyes out…”
She made her humble apologies to them.
She apologized to Gu Xingze’s fans!
Ever since Gu Xingze left, she had felt nothing but apologetic towards him. She wanted to say sorry a thousand, ten thousand times over, but she had no way of telling him now.
Her apology touched some of the fans, but most of them did not accept it at all!
“Yun Shishi, stop acting! Do you think we will believe your words?! Do you think we will believe your sincerity in apologizing?!”
One of the agitated fans shouted angrily, “Yun Shishi! You’re shameless! What’s the point of saying all this now?! I heard that during the dangerous situation, Sir Xingze was seriously injured in the process of trying to protect you. He didn’t even stand a chance of surviving! If it were not for you… if it were not for a scourge like you, Sir Xingze wouldn’t… he wouldn’t have left us!”
“Return Sir Xingze to us!”
“Return Sir Xingze to us!!!”
“We won’t forgive you! We won’t forgive you!”
“Yun Shishi, go to hell! Go to hell!”
“Ahhh! You should have died instead of Sir Xingze!”
There were even crazier fans who lunged towards her, and then threw themselves on her!
