“Will something happen if I get too emotionally stimulated?” I asked Lin Ran. I could feel like they were cautious around me, like they were walking on eggshells.
Lin Ran nodded, “Nanxing, you have a tendency to go violent once you lose your emotions. We believe it has to do with the fact that you’ve witnessed your parent’s death when you were young. At first, only Jing Tian would be able to calm you down when you were out of control. After that, Tong Le could do it. Mai Qi and Jing Ni could help to a certain degree. However, now that you have lost your memory, Jing Tian is worried that he is unable to help you anymore once you lose control of your emotions. Nanxing, can you understand that?”
I could! And I was touched.
“Doctor Lin, take me to see him. I don’t have any memories. I don’t remember anything from the past. I have let everyone down. Please give me some time…” I was very sincere.
Lin Ran stood up happily. “Of course, I’ll take you there. And Nanxing, it’s fine that you don’t remember anything now. We’ll take it slow. Jing Tian and Tong Le only want you to heal. That is the most important thing.”
I nodded.
“Tong Le?” I repeated the name lightly.
Lin Ran nodded and looked at me. He said seriously, “Nanxing, Tong Le is different from Tong Hui and Tong Zhuo. He’s your little uncle. He really dotes on you. He doesn’t know that Tong Hui and the others are still alive. All these years, he single-handedly revived the Tong family. He thought only the two of you were left in the Tong family. He’s still adjusting to the news as well.”
Lin Ran defended Tong Le. I nodded perfunctorily.
There were some things that I wanted to judge for myself.
Lu Heng drove Lin Ran and me to Jing Tian’s place. Mr. Li came back with us. He wanted to discuss my treatment plan with Mr. Xu.
The scenery outside the car window was extremely unfamiliar to me.
I didn’t know why, but I still have memories of my uncle’s island. However, everything was grey. The three years were grey. The sky was grey, the sea was grey, the buildings were grey, even the people were grey.
But now, everything that entered my eyes was colored.
“Mr. Li, my vision seems to be different from before,” I said softly. I didn’t turn to look at him.
“You should only be able to see black, white, and grey in the past, right? If you’re seeing colors now, it means that the mother worm’s poison is weakening.” Mr. Li was not surprised at all.
Lin Ran was happy. “That’s a good sign! Mr. Li, does that mean that Nanxing will recover very soon?”
Mr. Li shook his head. “It’s not that optimistic. I still have to discuss with that old monster. It’s good that the girl is coming with us today. We’ll have that old monster check her pulse again. Then, we’ll come up with something. He’s good at medicine, and I’m good at poison. For the girl’s illness, we have to use both medicine and poison. However, the ratio is hardest to grasp. Even I’m not so confident.”
Lin Ran was shocked. “Then, then what should we do? You, you can’t use our Nanxing as an experiment!”
Mr. Li glared at him and ignored him.
I smiled. Speaking of which, Mr. Li is quite reliable.
If he were 100% confident, then I would find him suspicious. After all, even Ma Ji was not 100 percent confident when she was ‘treating’ me..
