Chapter 311.4: Loving You is so Tiring, I Do Not Want to Go On
He could only rely on that man’s heart to sustain his life, rely on that man’s heart to have the excuse to remain by her side, rely on that man’s heart that made him look like the man, so that her gaze might occasionally hover over him for a moment longer at least.
But, he would never turn to become that man himself, never able to openly love her with all that he had.
He could never compare to that dead man.
It seemed like she had never expected that such words would ever come out from his mouth and the woman’s expression became slightly surprised, but she did not say anything as she stared at the man.
“But, till when will you ever come to understand that he will never come back again. No matter how tirelessly you might work at it, that so called forbidden technique is merely just a beautiful figment of the imagination, which would not bring about much of a change but to make you commit more sins by killing innocent lives.”
Lian Shi looked at the woman’s face that had now become displeased and he laughed softly. Without giving her a chance to speak, he continued to say with a faint smile: “If it would make you remember me forever, I wish that I had died back then instead.”
Upon finishing those words, Lian Shi walked out from there slowly, his figure cutting a sorry and pitiful sight.
For a moment, she felt rather flustered.
For some unknown reason, memories of the past flooded her mind.
At that time, they were both still young and youthful friends who were close to each other, and in her memory, he was a foolish kid, always smiling like a fool at her, not even crying out when he got injured.
She had asked him why, and he had only replied that it was because he did not want her to worry about him.
He had grown a little slower and hence, was not very tall but a little plump, although he had outstandingly handsome features, which easily drew people to like him.
But it was not known what happened after that, where his body suddenly started to change, where his height sprouted and he became tall and slender, lost his youthful chubbiness to turn into a handsome young man.
They had really been very happy together during that period, great friends who could trust each other, till “Lian Shi” appeared.
At that moment, she thought that it was possible he had never changed all this time. She was the one who changed.
She knew that she had not treated him well all this time, but the person being indulged and doted upon would always not treasure or miss something till it’s gone isn’t it? She knew that he would never leave her.
Even when he confessed his feelings to her and was rejected, besides being sad and silent, he had still chosen to remain by her side. She had thought that even if the entire world left her, he never would.
Despite the fact that her heart would forever only love the “Lian Shi” who had died.
But seeing his departing back this time, why does it make her feel like he might possibly really leave her.
And, it was to leave her world completely.
