Translator: Atlas Studios Editor: Atlas Studios
Lu Yan lowered his head and looked at the girl in his arms. “I really didn’t do it on the couch that time, An’an, you’re still a virgin.”
An’an’s pupils dilated with horror. She was still a virgin?
She wasn’t aware of that, she thought that she was already his woman.
But he just told her that she was still a virgin.
“An’an, cherish and love yourself. Although times are different and people have more liberal views now, men still prefer virgins. This is going to help to help raise your status, men are going to cherish you even more knowing that,” Lu Yan continued.
Her eyelashes fluttered and An’an looked at him with lustrous eyes. “Lu Yan, are you one of those men?”
Lu Yan didn’t answer her.
An’an retracted her hand and touched his dry lips. She asked with a soft voice, “Lu Yan, how many virgins have you slept with?”
Lu Yan didn’t utter a word.
He hadn’t slept with any decent women, there were many virgins sent onto his bed but he hadn’t laid his hands on them before.
He very much preferred women who prostituted themselves, since those who were willing to trade their bodies for favors or money weren’t decent people.
“Lu Yan, Doctor An Xi seems like a virgin, have you slept with her before?”
He had thrown An Xi on his bed and pinned An Xi below him that day, An’an was truly upset witnessing that scene.
She had already guessed that he was merely using An Xi to put up an act and chase her away because his drug addiction had acted up.
But the thought of him doing that to An Xi still made her feel upset.
She knew that An Xi was quite a catch, if Lu Yan were to really sleep with An Xi that day, things would be completely different today.
Women were truly enigmatic. An’an knew that she didn’t have much time left to live and wanted a gentle, virtuous woman like An Xi to stay by Lu Yan’s side. She should rest assured and wish the best for Lu Yan and An Xi.
But she just couldn’t do it, she couldn’t let Lu Yan go.
She wasn’t going to live any longer and once she passed away, he would have another woman and have children with her.
And so she wanted to just be selfish and occupy him for herself, while she was still around.
Even after she was gone, she didn’t want him to forget about her.
She wanted to have a place in his heart forever.
Lu Yan’s eyes turned even more bloodshot, her hand was just like a feather that brushed past his lips. He felt ticklish.
Grabbing onto her hand, he stopped her from moving around.
But he suddenly felt something soft on his lips, An’an had kissed him again. Her soft lips were on his, she extended her tongue out and licked it.
“An’an, don’t do that.” He pushed her away.
An’an turned around, laying on his muscular chest while kissing him. “Don’t do that? Lu Yan, you’ve already told me that men prefer virgins. You must be very fond of me then, I’ll give you my virginity
Remember to treat me even better in the future, deal?”
There was no ‘best’, there was only ‘even better’.
Lu Yan’s breathing became heavier and he replied, “An’an, you don’t need to give it to me. I’ll treat you well even if you don’t do such a thing.”
“You’re lying. You’re not even willing to give me the biggest and best part of yourself, those women are throwing themselves at you and queuing up just to sleep with you. I want to experience it too.”
Lu Yan shut his eyes, holding onto the back of her head and kissed her lips forcefully.
His tongue extended into her mouth and his kiss was deep and somewhat abusive. He was punishing her for what she just said.
Very soon, An’an’s lips were swollen and she turned her head slightly, refusing his kiss.
Lu Yan’s desires were lit up and he warned, “Little thing, I dare you to be disobedient again.”
“Lu Yan, who’s satisfied you in bed the most?”
“I don’t know.”
He wasn’t just putting it off, he really didn’t know the answer to her question. He had lost count of how many women he had slept with and women were merely used by him to satisfy his needs.
An’an sat on his lap, unbuckling the belt around his waist. “How about me, I promise that you’ll never want to sleep with other women once you try to do it with me. Even after you marry Doctor An Xi in the future, you’ll never forget about me. You’ll be thinking about me even when you’re in bed with other women.”
Before she could even finish her sentence, Lu Yan lifted her up and threw her on the cold, hard wooden bed.
An’an sat up, her silky hair was messed up and covered half of her face. She looked at him pitifully with large, doe-like eyes.
Lu Yan walked over to the bed, his chest was pumping and he felt as high as when he was under the influence of drugs.
He couldn’t control himself.
Her every word, every sentence was seducing him, she was challenging the self-control he was so proud of having.
He used to live a life of debauchery when he was younger, but it had slowly faded away as he grew older. It was especially so after An’an had caught him having sex with another woman when she was 13 years old. It had already been five whole years since his abstinence.
She was slowly growing up, attracting his attention, the kind of attention men gave to women they were romantically interested in.
But no, he couldn’t do that.
He really couldn’t indulge in something like this.
Lu Yan turned around, preparing to go take a cold shower.
He was leaving her.
He didn’t want her anymore.
Hiss.
An’an sucked in a breath as she frowned.
Lu Yan stopped walking, he swiftly turned back and walked towards her. “An’an, what’s wrong?”
An’an stretched out her arms, wrapping them around Lu Yan’s neck and she pulled him downwards.
Lu Yan didn’t anticipate her sudden actions and he was caught off guard, falling onto her tiny body.
An’an turned with agile movements and pulled his belt out, tying his hands above his head. She was now above him.
Lu Yan’s face darkened. This daring little thing, no one had ever tied him up while in bed before!
“An’an, if you’re going to continue fooling around, I’m going to get angry!”
“Lu Yan, you’re wrong. I’m not fooling around, I’m raping you!”
Rape?
Lu Yan had slept with many women in his lifetime and was always the domineering one who was in control. Women were all careful to satisfy his needs and no woman had ever dared to be so brazen, straddling him while claiming to want to rape him.
“An’an…”
Before he could continue speaking, Lu Yan let out a groan.
F*ck!
…
Dawn.
An’an had to drag herself back to her own room, she felt as though her bones were going to fall apart and just break down. She stood under the shower head, washing her own body.
Her legs were like jelly and she could feel a tearing pain. Her fair skin was laden with hickeys.
Hugging herself tightly, she let the warm water drip down from head to toe, her face flushed red.
With her beauty, she appeared pitiful, yet captivating.
She had finally become a woman.
She belonged to Lu Yan.
After so many years, she had finally slept with him.
Recalling the scene from before, An’an bit down on her lower lip with her teeth. Though he claimed to not want it, his body was extremely honest. What a bad man!
An’an lifted her head, letting the warm water drizzle over her face. She had already fulfilled her wishes and had no other regrets.
Although, it was all a lie… She still had some regrets.