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In fact, he did not need to get married to any woman who was from a wealthy family. All he needed was someone who could fulfill his desires.
Due to the trauma from that kidnapping incident, he had no interest in women, let alone interested in any kind of relationship with one at all. He was not interested in Qi’er either. His mother and Huo Beichen suspected that there was something wrong with his body, however, he was the only person who knew that he wanted only one woman in his life.
That woman was Lin Shiyu.
Ever since he met her when she was a girl, he had been captivated by her.
He was so obsessed with her he wanted to have her at all costs.
She was 18 years old and was about to be sent abroad to Singapore. If he did not get her, he would not have any more chances to do so.
He could not allow this to happen.
She belonged to him.
He was unsure how many women other men had in their lifetime, but he knew that he would only have one woman in his life. He absolutely detested the indecent things people did with women. Yet when it came to the six year old Lu Qi’er and Lin Shiyu, he thought of doing those indecent things.
At that time, the six-year-old Lu Qi’er was a taboo in his heart.
Lin Shiyu was his everything during his puberty years. The thought of her could satisfy all his sexual fantasies.
The year they got married, he was 24 years old while she was only 18 years old. While it was the perfect age to get together, he knew that she was reluctant to marry him.
The butler told him that she had refused such a marriage arrangement, but eventually agreed to do so when the Lin family had threatened to chase her mother out of the hospital.
He could still clearly remember what happened on the night of the wedding. It was as if everything had only happened yesterday.
She was sent into the bridal room while he was outside entertaining guests. There was a girl in his room, a girl that he held so close to his heart she was finally his. She was his wife, who was waiting for him patiently. As he could not wait to meet her, he was extremely distracted while entertaining the guests.
Huo Beichen mocked him, “Brother Qinglun, are you thinking of your little bride? You’re going to break her hymen tonight, you must be excited.”
Gu Mohan took the glass of red wine and glanced discreetly at Fu Qinglun’s trousers.
“Looks like someone is horny.”
Fu Qinglun rolled his eyes at the two of them. “I’ll leave matters here to the both of you. I’m leaving first.”
Amidst the jokes which Gu Mohan and Huo Beichen made, he headed directly to the room.
He opened the room door and walked inside, only to be greeted by a delicate figure walking out of the bathroom. He glanced at Lin Shiyu, only to be greeted by a sight that shocked him. His throat turned extremely dry momentarily and his hands in his pockets tried to contain the raging desire as it reared its head in her presence.
Lin Shiyu had worn a red, lacy nightdress that moulded over her delicate body, making her look just like a rose which had blossomed in the spring. She was simply too beautiful for words. Dark silken hair fell across her shoulders like streams of ink. She had taken a bath and her innocent looks were hidden among the steam. Her beauty was simply captivating.
Although he was standing far away from her, he could smell the fragrance of her body from afar .
As he stared at her, his powerful waist was burning with desire to the point it was starting to turn numb.
“Young Master Fu, I was reluctant to marry you so I won’t fulfill my wifely duties. Is it fine if you take the bed while I take the sofa tonight?”
He raised his eyebrow and did not say anything but headed for the bathroom.
By the time he had finished taking a quick cold shower, she had already fallen asleep on the sofa.
Both her thighs were pressed together so tightly there was no gap in between.
She was so naive to have thought that he would agree to what she had proposed.
How was it possible? Ever since he was 22 years old, or perhaps even earlier, he had always dreamed of her slender legs wrapped around his waist. How could he let her off that night?
Now that he had married her, he had to have her.
With his eyes black with need, he strode over to the sofa and pinned her onto the sofa.
At that moment, he was somewhat unconscious, as though he was possessed. The taboo at the bottom of his heart brought him back to many years ago by that river with Lu Qi’er. It felt as if they had reunited.
He had called her Qi’er…
As he was too excited and lacked sexual experience, he ejaculated almost instantly after he entered her. It startled him to see hot tears welling up Lin Shiyu’s eyes, and she looked at him with intense hatred burning in her eyes.
Her loathing eyes pierced through his lust-filled state and he regained his rationality. He did not know how he could explain everything. Releasing her he staggered into the bathroom.
Yet, he had never expected that she would chase after him.
Her delicate hands pushed his shoulders forcefully, causing him to fall onto the soft bed. She plonked her entire body onto his thighs.
Her enthusiasm triggered all his visual senses. He got up and was about to kiss her lips. He wanted it to be a sexual, intimate kiss.
However, she refused to let him kiss her.
He had always dreamt that the night of the wedding would be a crazy one, but never thought it would turn out this way.
She left him in the morning. He leaned against the bed frame, his body drained to the point it was lethargic. She had played with him until he was thoroughly wasted.
That morning, she left to Singapore for three years. There was completely no news about her and she never once came back.
Singapore was within close proximity, only about a two hour plane ride. However, he never dared to go over.
He was scared of her hateful expression towards him, and was much more afraid that he would not be able to control himself again. As a 25 year old with immense sexual desires, he was scared that he would accidentally rape her again as she lived alone abroad.
He felt that it was his form of affection towards her.
For many, they would fall in love with a city because of an individual. Meanwhile, he could not go to a city because of an individual.
He did not go to Singapore because of Lin Shiyu.
However, in those three years, he would often have business trips to countries surrounding Singapore. At times, he would stare at the Singapore map in the office. When he went to his hospital to visit his mother, all he ever wanted was for her to come back.
…
At this moment, footsteps could be heard at the corridor of the hospital. Madam Fu had arrived.
“Qinglun, what happened? Where is Shiyu? I heard Shiyu had a miscarriage. Everything was fine, what happened?”
Fu Qinglun’s senses returned back to reality. At this moment, the red light above the operating room switched off and doors opened as the doctor came out.
He immediately got up and stared at the doctor with bloodshot eyes. “How is she?”
The doctor took off his mask, “Madam Fu, Young Master Fu, Mrs Fu experienced a miscarriage. The baby boy was about four weeks old. Mrs Fu had bled in the early stages of pregnancy which were signs of threatened miscarriage. However, the child was extremely strong and we had managed to keep the baby. However, it seems Mrs Fu was too emotionally distressed today. I am sorry, we weren’t able to save the child in the end.”
Fu Qinglun remembered a while ago when Lin Shiyu had mentioned her period had come. In actual fact, it was a sign of threatened miscarriage.
That night, they had sex so intensively that night, and he had no idea she was pregnant. He remembered her in pain, screaming that her stomach hurt the next morning as she bled.
She stayed in bed for a few days and he had cleaned the blood away. In fact, it was the baby self-healing. The baby’s vitality was extremely tenacious. It had wanted to come to this world to meet his daddy and mommy.
He had a son.
But now….his son was gone.
