Chapter 1028: She Ran over to Him
She didn’t want anything else, all she wanted was for Little Lemon to live on well.
Fu Qinglun moved his lips, his voice husky. “You’re going to forsake me just for Little Lemon?”
Lin Shiyu moved backwards slowly. “Every single time I see Little Lemon suffering, I question my decision to give birth to her three years ago. The doctor had advised me to abort her, but I decided to be selfish. My mom had left, leaving my behind all alone. I felt really lonely, so I decided to give birth to her so that she could accompany me.
“However, Little Lemon has been suffering her entire life. She was constantly sick and all because of this sickness, she couldn’t have fun outside like other kids. She couldn’t run around and enjoy the sun outside. She had matured so quickly, becoming so sensible at such a young age. Look how she has become now.
“I want to save her, I really want to save her so badly. It really hurts here, I can’t even breathe properly because it hurts so much…”
Her lashes fluttered and Lin Shiyu clutched at her chest, wanting to dig her heart out. That way, she wouldn’t feel pain anymore.
Her eyes reddened and tears welled up in her eyes. It was winter and the cold wind blew around, she felt cold all over, about to collapse anytime when the wind blew on her.
Fu Qinglun’s heart wrenched in pain, it hurt to even breathe. They had known each other for so many years, but it was his first time seeing the strong, staid Shi’shi reveal such a weak side of herself.
It was all his fault.
If it wasn’t for him, her health wouldn’t have been wrecked and she wouldn’t have to suffer from recurrent pregnancy loss.
His throat was dry, stretching his arms out, he walked in front, wanting to hug her. “Shi’shi…”
“Don’t touch me!”
Lin Shiyu avoided him, taking a few steps back again. She looked at him warily. “Fu Qinglun, don’t touch me, I beg you to not… Once you come close, it hurts even more here… It doesn’t stop, it only gets more painful, please don’t force me…”
Fu Qinglun froze, not able to take a step forward at all. A voice resounded in his ears—-Don’t force me.
With every step that he took, he was forcing her.
He knew that she loved him.
She had said it once, she would never let him have a child with another woman, over her dead body. But now, it wasn’t about her, but rather, Little Lemon’s life was at stake.
One one hand was him and the other was Little Lemon. She was sandwiched between the two till she could no longer breathe.
Her blood would bleed if she had to give him up.
No one was in more agony than her right now.
His love had become the greatest pain for her.
Fu Qinglun slowly retracted his arms. His eyes reddened and he smiled, knowing that he shouldn’t behave like this.
He should do something else to lessen the pain for her. His woman and his daughter, he would protect them both.
“Fine, Shi’shi. I’ll phone Sikong right away and get him to find a surrogate. I’ll have a child with another woman, I’ll make sure to save Little Lemon’s life,” Fu Qinglun said with a gentle voice.
Hearing his promise, Lin Shiyu could hear her heart breaking into a million shards. He had promised her.
But her heart fell onto the ground at the very same time, breaking into a million shards. She could hear the sounds of her heart breaking so clearly.
Lowering her head, she looked at her toes, sounding like she wasn’t affected at all. She spoke calmly, “Mm, it should be settled as soon as possible. Little Lemon can’t wait any longer.”
“Shi’shi, let me take you home.”
Lin Shiyu shook her head. “There’s no need, you can just head home now. And also, I would like to move out from the castle. I want to rent an apartment nearby the hospital so that it’s convenient for me to take care of Little Lemon.”
Fu Qinglun’s pupils contracted. “You’re moving out?”
She wanted to live separately from him?
She said, she couldn’t stand even a speck of dust, but he hadn’t expected her to be so serious about it. He had known that she was ruthless all along, but he hadn’t expected her to be that ruthless.
“Shi’shi…”
“Go back now, I’ll leave too.”
Before he could even say anything, Lin Shiyu turned around and walked in the opposite direction.
“Shi’shi!”
“Fu Qinglun, don’t follow me. Just let me have some space. Please.”
Fu Qinglun stopped once she said that. His feet felt so heavy and he could only watch as she walked away, disappearing before his eyes.
Like that, she had left.
Getting further and further away from him.
Fu Qinglun clenched his fists by his sides, his eyes getting red. He had to use all of his strength to restrain himself from chasing after her.
Let her go.
Only then she wouldn’t be so sad.
Let her have some time alone.
Give her some space, let her have some freedom.
Fu Qinglun lifted his eyes to look at the neon lights on the opposite side of the street. The corners of his lips raised into a self-deprecating smile. These past five months of their marriage was just like a beautiful dream, but now, he had to wake up.
Turning around, he went in the opposite direction from her.
…
After getting in the Maybach, he started the engine and the car sped away. In the car, he put on the bluetooth headset and dialed Sikong’s number.
Sikong picked up the call almost immediately. “Hello, Ah Sen.”
Fu Qinglun held the steering wheel with both hands, the neon lights shining through the windows and landed on his handsome face. He had a poker face on while he said, “I’ll leave you to handle the surrogacy matters. Find me a high quality ovary and a decent surrogate. I don’t wish to have any extra trouble coming from them.”
Sikong went silent for a few seconds. “Ah Sen, have you two made up your mind?”
“Mm.”
“Okay, leave it to me.” Sikong hung up the phone call.
Fu Qinglun took his bluetooth earpiece down, throwing it on the passenger’s seat. The car was silent to the point where it was weirdly stifling.
Feeling as though his heart had been emptied out a little, the feeling continued growing. It felt so unbearable.
A loud screech resulting from the brakes being applied, the Maybach stopped along the street.
Fu Qinglun turned the steering wheel, making a U-turn and the Maybach sped away.
He wanted to go look for her.
He was going to look for her.
He was afraid that once he let go this time, she would really leave.
Call him selfish, greedy, whatever. He wanted Little Lemon to recover and become healthy, but he also missed the love she had given him, he wanted to spend more lovely times with her.
After making the U-turn, Fu Qinglun looked through the glistening window, searching for that lithe figure along the streets.
He wanted to find her.
But he couldn’t find her.
She shouldn’t have been that quick since she walked, why couldn’t he find her?
Fu Qinglun dialed her phone number.
With the ringtone sounding once, the call was picked up and Lin Shiyu’s voice was heard on the other end. “Where are you?”
“Where are you?”
The asked the same question at the same time.
Fu Qinglun’s heart palpitated, he lifted his eyes and looked in the rearview mirror. Along the street behind him, that familiar lithe figure was there. Lin Shiyu stood along the street, holding her phone while coming up on her tiptoes, looking around at her surroundings.
Fu Qinglun quickly stopped the car, opening the car door as he called out, “Shi’shi.”
Lin Shiyu looked over in his direction. The next moment, she ran over towards him…
