Translator: Nyoi-Bo Studio | Editor Nyoi-Bo Studio
Her kiss was filled with both happiness, like she had regained something that
was lost, and the thought of wanting him to stay. There were just too many
emotions running through the moment. However, most of all was the thought
that she loved him, so much that she could not take herself out of it. She loved
him so much that she was willing to fall for him.
Si Mobai hugged her around the waist tightly and responded to her kiss gently
At this moment, he did not want to think. He just wanted to have a good time
with her.
This was because this was the Mind Mirror that he had designed for her. All of
their senses were real here, but it was different from the Mind Mirror in the
Heaven Soul Pagoda.
In reality, he could not be together with her. In the dream, just hugging each
other like this was already enough.
Feng Tianlan panted and let go of Si Mobai. She raised her eyes and looked at
him with longing. “Mobai, you won’t leave me, right?
Si Mobai pursed his lips and looked down at Feng Tianlan. He could not bear to
see the anticipation and pleading in her eyes, but he had no choice. “My dear,
this is a dream.”
He could clearly feel her body stiffening. Her small hands were holding onto
his clothes, tightly pinching at his waist through the thin clothes. He felt it, but
he did not feel the pain. The only thing he felt was his heartache.
“I came into your dream.” Si Mobai raised his hand and gently caressed her
face. In just a couple of days, she had already lost a lot of weight.
Feng Tianlan’s hand clenched even tighter. She raised her head and looked at Si
Mobai. The warmth from her fingertips was so real. His existence was so real.
How could it be a dream?
“No, Mobai, this is not a dream.” Feng Tianlan shook her head violently. She
took his hand and placed it on her heart. Tears fell. “It hurts here. If it hurts,
then it is not a dream. You’re back. You’re back”
Si Mobai saw how she tried to cover up her sorrow. He felt as if there was a
knife stabbing into his heart again and again, causing him endless pain. He
could not help but want to give up on the decision he had made before.
However, on second thought, if Lan’er died, then what was the point?
Therefore, he had to be firm in his thoughts and not waver in any way. After
all, he had already come to this step. He just had to endure it a little longer.
“My dear, this is really a dream. If you don’t believe me, why don’t you wake up
now? Then..
Feng Tianlan suddenly hugged him tightly around the waist and pressed her
small face against his chest. “No, I don’t want to wake up. It’s fine if it’s a
dream. Even if it’s a dream, I don’t want to wake up. 1 just want to be with you.”
Even if it was a dream, she still wanted to be with him. She really, really
wanted to. She did not dare to wake up, nor did she want to wake up.
Si Mobai lowered his eyes and looked at her. The side of her face was full of
tears, and his clothes were also wet from her tears. He felt that the tears were
like boiling water, burning his skin and burning his heart.
Why did he and Lan’er come to this step? They were clearly not at fault.
“My dear.” Si Mobai pushed Feng Tianlan away and gently held her face. With
one hand, he gently wiped away the tears on her face. Even though he wiped
away the tears, her broken pupils were already filled with endless sadness.
“Can you trust me?”
Feng Tianlan shook her head. “I just want you to come back.” She would believe
in whatever he said as long as he came back.
Si Mobai’s gaze was gentle and conflicted. His mouth opened and closed, but in
the end he did not say anything, just hugged her tightly in his arms..