And they were about to get married. It would be the 19th of next month, and the meaning would last for a long time. They would even invite her imperial brother as a witness and invite her to the wedding.
These were like countless sharp swords, stabbing her heart again and again. What made her feel even more uncomfortable was that holding her heart and touching these sharp swords was the same as sending herself to her death.
The more she thought about it, the more her tears fell. Her pillow was wet, but she did not feel anything. She could not sleep through the night and cried until dawn. Her heart ached so much that she wanted to die, but she still felt that the two of them were too compatible. It was as if apart from each other, neither of them was compatible with the other.
Huo Ruojun could not fall asleep. She got up early and sat in the courtyard. She looked at the gray sky, which gradually brightened up. She also heard the voices coming from the room. They were so gentle and doting.
She had never seen it before because she was not that person.
Si Mobai and Feng Tianlan came out of the room with their fingers clasped tightly together. When they saw Huo Ruojun sitting in the courtyard, they were obviously stunned.
“Husband will go downstairs first.” Si Mobai only glanced at her for a moment before he quickly withdrew his gaze and walked towards the kitchen.
Feng Tianlan sat down beside Huo Ruojun. “Miss Huo, why are you up so early?” She looked a little puffy. She must have sat in the courtyard for a long time.
Huo Ruojun had been looking at them since the door opened. Now that Feng Tianlan was sitting next to her, she was a little absent-minded. “You two are not married yet.”
“Uh-huh,” Feng Tianlan said softly.
“Not married, just…” Huo Ruojun bit her lower lip and blushed. She did not say anything else.
Feng Tianlan quickly understood when she saw her like this. She did not explain too much. A man and a woman who were in love shared a bed. Even if she said that she was innocent, no one would believe her. So there was no need to explain.
“Aren’t you afraid?” Huo Ruojun saw her acquiescence and looked at her in surprise.
“Why should I be afraid?” Feng Tianlan was a little confused.
“Losing one’s virginity before marriage, even if it’s your fiancé, is something that the world frowns upon.” Huo Ruojun gritted her teeth and almost said these words through the gaps between her teeth.
She was not talking about Feng Tianlan, but herself, because she..
She could not help but tremble when she thought about the fact that she had sacrificed her body in order to recover the divine pill.
“What does it have to do with me what the world thinks? I don’t want to live with them, and who are they to me? What right do they have to judge me?”
Huo Ruojun was even more shocked when she heard such clear and unrestrained yet extremely arrogant words. After a long while, she asked again, “What if… What about the person in the future?”
Her words were vague, but her meaning was clear. If they were separated and could not get married and love each other, what about her husband in the future? He would definitely look down on her or be despised by the world.
She did not want to curse them, but she felt that the world was unpredictable. No one knew what would happen in the future.
“First of all, nothing like this will happen. Second, even if that day really comes, what is there to love about a man who would despise his woman for being ruined? And why should she bear children for him and suffer for her entire life?”
Hearing such arrogant words, Huo Ruojun’s eyes widened in disbelief. Even someone as arrogant as her had never thought of such a thing.
Feng Tianlan looked at her expression and opened her red lips slightly. She said slowly, “A man lives for himself. Why should he care about the eyes of others? Just like you, the godly doctor. Everyone respects you. Why should you suffer for a man?”
