Huo Ruojun was speechless upon hearing her words. Love was indeed like that and It was never about who gave the most as to be the one who should be loved, for her was the same. It was her who had to love a man who did not love her and had never done anything for her.
So, what right did she have to ask Si Mobai to love her? And on what grounds she have to think that Feng Tianlan was not worthy just because of this?
As long as Si Mobai liked her, even if Feng Tianlan was useless, she was still better than her, not to mention that she was a woman who could refine a recovery pill?
However, when she thought about all of her sacrifice made to obtain the recovery pill, he didn’t end up needing it at all, her heart burned even more fiercely. It hurt so much that she almost suffocated, and had her tears fell like rain.
Feng Tianlan saw that she didn’t speak, so she slowly walked in front of her and handed over a handkerchief, “I’m sorry, there have been a lot of things happening these days. Mobai didn’t think too much about it.”
“Why don’t you hate me? Dislike me?”Huo Ruojun raised her eyes and looked at Feng Tianlan. She was also someone who liked Si Mobai, and she had accompanied him for an entire year. According to the attitude of a normal woman, shouldn’t she be jealous and hate her?
But Feng Tianlan didn’t. She even took out the handkerchief and asked her to wipe her tears. Was this something special about her?
Feng Tianlan raised her eyebrows and gently opened her red lips, “Of course I’m jealous. After all, that’s the person I love. But at the same time, I feel sorry for letting you take care of him for an entire year. And I believe in Mobai. He did a good job. He never needed me to be jealous for him.”
Huo Ruojun’s heart was filled with jealousy when she heard her words. That’s right. Si Mobai never flirted with women. He always reminded her that he was a man with a fiancée and a true love. Even when he was in a coma for more than a month, he was able to protect himself and not let other women touch him.
“What I want is to be with one man for the rest of my life and that is what he offers me. A woman who needed to be jealous was because of the man who wanted to have other companies,” Feng Tianlan looked at Huo Ruojun with a gentle and calm gaze, “And that is precisely the man I don’t want. So no matter which one it is, I don’t need to be jealous.”
Hearing this, Huo Ruojun looked at Feng Tianlan in surprise. To be with one man for the entire life, she actually had such a shocking idea. Even as a princess of a kingdom, she did not dare to have such thought because it was impossible.
She had also heard of those who only doted on their wives, but no matter what, they still had concubines.
“If Si Mobai is also a man who wants to have other companies, do you not want him either?” Huo Ruojun was so shocked by Feng Tianlan’s words that she forgot to cry.
Feng Tianlan nodded slightly.
“Why not? Don’t you love him very much?”Huo Ruojun asked in confusion.
Feng Tianlan gently smiled, “I love him, but it doesn’t entail ownership, and why would I want an unhappy love.”
If she had asked this question when she was still Shen Qingdai, she would definitely not have answered in this way. She could accept that her husband had a concubine and a side-wife. However, she had died once and had seen too much, so she was relieved.
As long as someone was worthy of her love, she would not let go until she died. However, if it was not worth it, she would let go even if the love was down in her bones. Because a love that could not be happy was torture to everyone, then why bother?
“Is this the reason why he loves you?” Huo Ruojun lowered her eyes and saw that she was still holding a handkerchief in her hand.
She knew how to refine pills and was able to see through it so thoroughly. She was unrestrained and did not follow the norm. She was so unique. Was this the reason why Si Mobai only loved her and avoided other women like snakes and scorpions?
