Countless gazes were fixed on Zheng Ren from unknown places, but he did not feel anything.
As the days went by, the progress of the fourth stage of the [world’s fame] quest was slowly accumulating. Although it seemed like there was not enough time to complete it, Zheng Ren was still full of confidence in terms of acceleration.
Time flowed like water, day by day, month by month, year by year, without stopping.
Zheng Ren completed all kinds of surgeries without any disturbance, while the others ‘days were not so peaceful.
It had been nine months since bu ruotian’s combined pancreatic-duodenostomy was completed. He had re-examined three times after the surgery, but no signs of tumor tissue metastasis were found.
This was supposed to be a good thing, but bu ruotian had always suspected that the doctor and bu li had colluded to hide the results. Or they had tampered with the test results to deceive themselves.
And he would not be able to find out the truth, and would be happy until the day he could not get out of bed. That day did not seem too far away.
This was a very confusing matter. There was great Terror between life and death, and very few people could really see through life and death.
Bu ruotian was this kind of person.
The domineering and astute nature of the past was now only left with a belly full of doubt.
One day after the surgery, he started to hear a voice speaking in his ear. The voice said whatever he was thinking.
That mysterious existence seemed to be proficient in the legendary mind-reading technique. He could “read” bu ruotian’s subtle thoughts.
Sometimes, bu ruotian heard that “person” talking to him, but he couldn’t even remember what he was talking about. After thinking about it carefully, he finally understood what he had been thinking about.
This situation happened time and time again, and the voice seemed to know him better than he did.
Bu ruotian was different from the yellow-teeth guy. He analyzed the situation calmly and carefully. He didn’t doubt the existence of that mysterious “person.”
Bu ruotian clearly knew that he was paranoid.
However, after a period of time, that “person” became more and more excessive. When dealing with the company’s Affairs, that “person” would point and comment in his ear.
“He” told bu ruotian what he should do and what he should do.
Bu ruotian had also carefully analyzed it. What the “person” said made sense, but it was not applicable most of the time.
It was definitely not the legendary immortal showing the way, who gave him a Golden Path as if he was cheating.
This time, bu ruotian wasn’t as calm as before. He was getting more and more scared, even a little scared. Occasionally, he would wonder if someone was really monitoring him.
It was just that it was really hard to understand things like mind-reading.
As time passed, that “person” became more and more excessive. Especially after every physical examination, when the ‘person’ saw that there was nothing wrong with the physical examination report, he would loudly mock them, saying that it was all a scam and that he was already beyond cure.
After a while, bu ruotian realized that the “person” seemed to be trying to take over his mind!
“He” might be in his own body, or he might be an existence in another dimension, and he wanted to become himself!
What the f * ck!
He could no longer remain calm.
Bu ruotian thought of many legends, and the most “reasonable” explanation was possession. A lingering spirit, reincarnated by possession. Not only did “he” want to share a body with her,”he” also wanted to seize control of the body.
Every time he thought of this, bu ruotian was shocked.
He tried to stop himself from thinking about it, but the more he tried to stop himself from thinking about it, the more things that ‘person’ nagged in his ear.
Some of them were in the past, and even bu ruotian himself didn’t remember. However, when the ‘person’ spoke, he was stunned.
Bu ruotian couldn’t stand this kind of torture, but he didn’t lose his mind. After a calm analysis, he decided to go to the hospital.
Sea city? It was impossible. Bu ruotian went straight to the capital to find a psychiatrist and a psychiatrist.
After a doctor’s examination and consultation, they were diagnosed with Yingying’s paranoid schizophrenia.
The doctor said that the “person” did not exist.
The so-called mind-reading technique was a feeling of being exposed. It was something that bu ruotian subconsciously worried about. The doctor didn’t make it too clear. He didn’t say that this was what bu ruotian was most afraid of, so he didn’t dare to provoke him.
Hearing that ‘person’ comment on one’s illness and criticize one’s actions was also a symptom called comment auditory hallucinations.
As for possession, there was no such thing. It was a comprehensive symptom of forced thinking and the deprivation of thought, which was also a symptom of paranoid schizophrenia.
Even though bu ruotian didn’t believe it, he didn’t have a better explanation.
He was more inclined to the doctor’s scientific judgment. After all, even schizophrenia was better than an inexplicable existence trying to take over his body.
The doctor had prescribed him with 5mg of Arapin daily.
It was an effective medicine for schizophrenia. The doctor had repeatedly told bu ruotian not to think about other things. This was especially true when an academician from the Neurology Department said with certainty that the more one thought about it, the faster one would die.
If they wanted to live, they had to do their physical examinations on time and solve their problems. If there’s no problem, just live well and don’t think about those messy things.
Bu ruotian accepted this.
He even learned to meditate, trying to empty his mind and not let his thoughts run wild.
This was actually quite effective. Ever since he had taken the medicine and meditated, the “person” had been speaking less and less. Bu ruotian felt that his mood was gradually getting better.
In the past year, his body and mind had suffered a great blow. Bu ruotian needed to recover quickly. He didn’t believe that the doctors from Haicheng and provincial capital had been staying in the capital for the past few months.
Being close to the best hospital in the country and the best medical treatment gave him peace of mind.
The company’s Affairs were left to bu li. Bu ruotian made a choice between his life and money. He meditated every day. While he was away from his other self, bu ruotian seemed to have felt a trace of the true meaning of life.
Was it really necessary to work hard for a lifetime and wander around? Until now, bu ruotian was still worried that he would be targeted for the crackdown of evil.
Perhaps, this was also the trigger for his schizophrenia.
After a month of leisure vacation, bu ruotian opened his eyes one morning. He looked at the sun and the beach outside the window and suddenly felt that something was different today.
His field of vision was much smaller, and he could not see things clearly.
Bu ruotian tried to open his eyes, but he was shocked to find that he couldn ‘t.
He was shocked. Did his tumor return or did he have other problems?
Subconsciously, bu ruotian put his hand on his eyelids and forced them open. However, when he opened his eyes, everything returned to normal. There was nothing special about it, as if it had just been an illusion.
