2721 Chapter 2720 the knot in God Ji’s heart
“How good it would be if you were a boy! If you weren’t a girl, you would be the boss and the most favored eldest son of our Cheng Family!”!
“God, why are you doing this to me? !”
God Ji had heard many things since she was a child. Her mother was hiding in her room, wiping her tears while crying and nagging.
She was a girl, not a boy. This was her mother’s lifelong hatred.
She hated that she was not a boy and could not bring her mother a higher position in the Cheng family.
Therefore, since she was young, Shen Ji had been ordered around by the Cheng family. She was already tired and numb.
Although the young Shen Ji was still young, she was very mature.
When she was five years old, she chose to escape from such a family.
She knew that her mother, who hated and loved her, followed her all the way.
After she chose to leave with someone who gave her snacks, her mother, the woman named Yun Hua, hid in a corner and cried for a long time.
She was only five years old, a little girl who didn’t even know what death meant. The loss of her mother was something that outsiders would never understand.
The woman named mother only dared to hide in a corner and cry bitterly as she watched her leave.
In her first year in the dark soul organization, Shenji had already been invincible.
Perhaps others did not know why she was invincible, but she knew in her heart.
That was because after she was mercilessly abandoned by her family, she no longer cared about life and survival.
Even if she died, to her, such a life without any pursuits was meaningless.
People who were relaxed and did not have any burdens were more likely to succeed. That was because they were all alone and did not need to leave any path of retreat for themselves.
On the other hand, those who had a family, children, and worries could only be ordinary people for the rest of their lives.
Shenji belonged to the former category.
Like Sha Shen, she was ruthless and risked her life. Even if someone stabbed her body with a knife, she did not care about her wounds and vowed to kill the other party first.
Just like that, when she first joined the dark soul organization, almost no child was her opponent.
Until she met the girl who had lost her confidence in survival but rekindled her desire to survive — 006!
She had defeated her!
She even looked down on her. “Defeated!”
This sentence of “Defeated”made the blood in Shenji’s body boil.
“006, I Will Remember You! I will definitely defeat you!”The young Shenji shouted this sentence at Sha Shen.
From then on, defeating Sha Shen became Shenji’s only goal.
This desire was Shenji’s goal, and at the same time, it was the motivation for Shenji to survive.
Her childhood wasn’t beautiful.
She didn’t miss the past.
She even wanted to give up her life.
Perhaps to others, defeating Sha Shen was just a show of competitiveness.
But to Shenji, this was her motivation to survive.
It was no longer a show of competitiveness, but a value of survival that she would never forget.
But one day, the woman that she would never be able to defeat, Sha Shen, died.
When Shenji first heard the news, she was thunderstruck, but she still chose to continue living because she chose to protect the Gu Sha mercenary group on behalf of Sha Shen and that silly woman.
She knew that she would not leave, and she would return one day.
That’s right, Sha Shen had indeed returned in 2019.
But Shen Ji was tired.
Please let her sleep for a long time. Those goals and motivation had been washed away by time.
She just wanted to have a good sleep and have a dream that she would never wake up.
She wanted to fight again in her next life.
At that time, she would definitely defeat the Sha God.
Definitely.
This time, she would never go back on her words.
