585 I Want to Kiss You
However, despite her curiosity, Shen Hanxing did not want to force Ji Yan to tell her anything. everyone had their secrets. She would not force Ji Yan to say to her the truth. Furthermore, she was even more excited about the secret that Mr. Ji was hiding. She liked digging out secrets slowly and had a hunch that Ji Yan was hiding a big secret.
Ji Yan heaved a sigh of relief when he saw that Shen Hanxing did not seem to mind and even looked slightly excited. He could not help but feel a sense of trust and warmth. He held Shen Hanxing’s hand in his palm, and his eyes softened. “I didn’t mean to hide it from you, madam. It’s just that those things are already in the past.” Ji Yan would not go through those things again. He was now the president of Ji Corporation and could not go back to the past. Therefore, there was no need to mention those dark experiences again.
“Alright,” Shen Hanxing smiled. Seeing Ji Yan’s nervous look, the smile on her face deepened. “still, I hope that one day, Mr. Ji will tell me about the past like a story. I want to understand you more.”
Ji Yan froze. Then, he looked at Shen Hanxing gently.
Shen Hanxing rested her head on the one hand and leaned against the car window. Her long, seaweed-like hair drooped down naturally. She was bathed in the sun and exuded a warm glow. Her features were picturesque. She tilted her head and looked at Ji Yan with bright eyes. “So, Mr.Ji, you don’t have to be nervous or rush to tell me everything.”
“Yes. I know that madam has always been generous,” Ji Yan paused and continued, “but I’m afraid.” Ji Yan continued after a pause. In his heart, Shen Hanxing belonged under the sun. She should be as free as the wind, free from restraints, and able to shine as she pleased. On the other hand, he was like a person who chased after the light and carefully guarded it. He was afraid he would lose the only light in his life if he were too slow or dazed.
Ji Yan couldn’t help but lean closer to Shen Hanxing. He only stopped when he could smell the light sweet scent on her. He then reached out to hold Shen Hanxing’s waist and held her tightly in his arms. Ji Yan let out a low sigh. The tip of his nose rubbed against Shen Hanxing’s cheek as he said in a hoarse voice, “I’m afraid that madam will misunderstand me. I’m afraid that madam will be angry and unhappy. I’m afraid that madam will think that I’m hiding something from you on purpose. She will think that I’m not being honest. I’m even more afraid that madam will distance herself from me because of this.” The only thing he was afraid of in his life was her leaving him.
Ji Yan was noble. He had been a proud prince since he was a child. He had been successful in the business world at a young age. He was a natural-born king and should always be high above the world. However… he feared losing her. It made Shen Hanxing’s heart melt. She turned back and gently kissed Ji Yan’s thin lips. They were breathing in each other’s breath as if they were in each other’s bodies.
Shen Hanxing chuckled and leaned over to hug Ji Yan. “I’m not angry with Mr. Ji. If I ask, you’ll tell me even if you don’t want to. However, I don’t want you to find it difficult to say, so I didn’t ask. You don’t have to worry because you and I are bound together. No one can separate us.”
Ji Yan liked the word ‘bound’ very much. His black pupils were like bottomless vortexes. Countless evil thoughts had emerged in his mind. He wanted to lock Shen Hanxing up in a cage in a secret room and let her only see him. He wanted her to become his collection, but he couldn’t bear to do so. He couldn’t bear to take away Shen Hanxing’s freedom. He couldn’t bear to see her lose the happiness and dazzling radiance she had now. So, he would rather be alone and worry about his gains and losses than hurt Shen Hanxing.
But now, Shen Hanxing was telling him that she was bound to him and that she could only belong to him for the rest of her life. She would always be his. Ji Yan could not explain the turbulent emotions in his heart, so he could only express them with his actions. He looked at Shen Hanxing and said in a low and hoarse voice, “Madam, I want to kiss you.” As soon as he finished speaking, he lifted his hand and pressed a button. The sound-proof panel in the car rose, isolating the back seat from the rest. Ji Yan held Shen Hanxing in his arms and lowered his head to taste her red lips. He watched as she went limp and moved because of him. He was like a greedy child. No matter how much he tried, he could not get enough of her. He pressed her down and kissed her repeatedly, wishing he could have every inch of her.
