“So, I didn’t come back. So, I accepted Lu Qichuan’s request, took the money to study, and began to put all my heart into painting. Lu Qichuan had been paving the way for me, so I used a few years to climb to the position of an international master. Because I thought that my daughter could openly tell others that my mother was an international celebrity.”The more Tan Chenxiao said, the more she mocked herself, the self-deprecation was getting worse.
“But it is too late. Everything is too late.”Tan chenxiao lowered her eyes and smiled, “No matter what achievements I have achieved when I came back, I have missed out on the most important thing in her life. My daughter does not need my success, and I have already lost what she needs.”
Ye Yuwei reached out and held her arm. Tan Chenxiao looked up at ye Yuwei and said, “Isn’t it ridiculous? I have failed all my life.”
“I am afraid because I care too much,”ye Yuwei said softly. “It is not too late now. At least there is still a chance to make up for it, isn’t it? Isn’t the current you enough to stand shoulder to shoulder with him?”
Tan Chenxiao looked up at the night sky and asked, “Yuwei, do you believe in fate?”
Ye Yuwei paused for a moment. She did not believe it at first, but after meeting Shui Anluo, she could not not believe it.
“Perhaps it was because I was too weak in the past and God felt that I was not worthy of Lu Qichuan. That was why he gave me a blow when I decided to take the initiative to take that step.”
“Are you talking about the car accident?”Ye Yuwei asked.
Tan chenxiao nodded. “I have been weak for my entire life. I have harmed my daughter and Lu Qichuan for his entire life. I did not even know –”
“What about now? Do you still want to continue making mistakes? If you say that you are of equal status, what part of you is not worthy of Lu Qichuan Now?”Ye Yuwei interrupted Tan Chenxiao, “Lu Qichuan has already taken his first step. Why are you not willing to take a step forward for him?”
Tan Chenxiao continued looking at the moonlight.
“Chenxiao, because you are afraid that others will look down on sichen, can’t you see the price that Sichen has to pay for your mistakes?”? “I admit that Lu Qichuan was at fault, and so was Gu Juexi. But aren’t you at fault?”? “Silence is not the way to solve the problem. It will only make things worse. You have already paid the price for your whole life, haven’t you?”
Tan Chenxiao did not speak.
“As a mother, if it were me, I might have made the same decision as you. But Chen Xiao, you don’t have much time left,”ye Yuwei said in a low voice, “Since you are back, why can’t you talk to him openly?”
“Yuwei, why isn’t he the One You Love?”Tan Chenxiao suddenly asked.
Ye Yuwei was about to say something, but she paused.
Why wasn’t he the one you love?
Yes, the first person who found her was Lu Qichuan. Lu Qichuan was also the one who almost died trying to save her.
“Gu Juexi saved you too. Did you love him when you were at your most helpless?”Ye Yuwei suddenly asked.
Wasn’t Gu Juexi much more dangerous when he saved her than when Lu Qichuan saved her?
Tan Chenxiao did not expect ye Yuwei to ask such a question. She suddenly smiled.
That’s right. Where did liking this thing get so many WHYS and whys?
It was hard to know where it came from, but it was deep in love.
Who could give a real answer?
Ye Yuwei looked up and saw Lu Qichuan coming out. She reached out and patted Tan Chenxiao’s shoulder, then got up and left.
