Unbridled… unbridled… Unbridled… unbridled..
The two answers lingered in Shi Yao’s mind for a long time, but she still couldn’t find a single definite answer.
In the end, Shi Yao replied with two words: “I don’t know.”
“I was also annoyed by this matter. Back then, when I found out that I had a fiancé, he was only thirteen years old. Back then, I didn’t really know what a fiancé was? “I only knew that one day, a car drove to my house downstairs. Then, that car drove my parents and me to a very big and beautiful house. The old man in the house was very loving. He gave me a lot of delicious food and many candies that I had never seen before..
“Then, my mother told me that as long as I became the fiancé of this young master, I could always eat these candies. At that time, I was quite happy, but that night, I saw the fiancé that they were talking about. He was a very beautiful little brother. He was even more beautiful than the boys in the cartoons that I watched. When I saw him at that time, I was also happy. I really wanted to be good friends with him, but he was very fierce to me..
“After that, I was shocked by him. I felt that he was no longer beautiful. He was no different from the devil in cartoons. I ran to my parents and told them that I didn’t want to be his fiancée. My parents were very angry at that time, especially my father. He smashed the chair and told me that I couldn’t refuse him… I’ve never made my parents angry ever since I was young. At that time, my father said that if I didn’t listen to him, he wouldn’t want me anymore. I don’t remember the exact situation. Anyway, I didn’t resist him, and he probably didn’t resist his family either. Our relationship continued just like that…”
“There are some things that I didn’t really understand when I was young, but as I got older, I gradually understood. I have a fiancé, so I can’t be like other girls my age and make friends with other boys. That’s not right, and I can’t like boys either. That’s also not right…”
“How should I put it?”? In any case, throughout my entire adolescence, I’ve always remembered that I have a fiancé who ignores me, and a fiancé who might not even know me. As such, I can’t be like other girls my age — wanton hatred, wanton love… Even when I have someone I want to like, I only dare to like them because I want to, not because I like them…”
Shi Yao didn’t even realize it herself, but unknowingly, she had already typed out the words that she had been suppressing in her heart for so many years.
After she clicked send, she was stunned for a moment before she realized that she seemed to have spoken too much. She hurriedly retracted the long string of words and changed it to a new one, she sent it to Mister Numbers: [ it’s getting late. I’m going to take a shower and go to bed. Bye. ]
Mister numbers didn’t reply to her message.
Shi Yao heaved a sigh of relief. He probably didn’t look at his phone, which meant that he didn’t see her long-winded words. Only then did she put down her phone and go to the bathroom.
When she came out of the washroom, she saw a new message on her wechat.
[111111] : [ good night. ]
Shi Yao replied with a ‘good night’emoji before falling asleep.
..
At the same time, at the Lin family mansion.
Lin jiage glanced at the ‘good night’emOji Shi Yao sent him on his phone, but he didn’t reply to it. Instead, he stood up and walked toward the balcony.
