Yan Huan pressed her hand against his chest. The moist heat instantly moved from her fingers to the tip of her heart. She slightly opened her lips and gently licked his lips. This kind of initiative.., no man would be able to bear it, let alone a man who loved her deeply.
This was a kiss that almost took away all her breath. Her eyelashes fluttered, and small droplets of water rolled down from her eyelashes from time to time. This was the first time she was so fond of being close to a man.
The temperature on his body was very hot, and for the first time, it also took away the coolness from her body.
She thought that something would happen between them, but in the end, nothing happened. Everything was right, everything was just waiting to be unleashed, and she had already felt the change in his body. He clearly wanted to.., he clearly wanted to.
But he just hugged her and gave her the warmth of his body.
She rested her head on his arm and placed one hand on his chest. It was not that they did not know how heavy the position on his chest was to a person, but he gave her the position on his chest.., all of it.
“Do you think it’s not my first time?”She did not want to ask such a question because it hurt.
Lu Yi narrowed his eyes and bit her red lips as if he was punishing her. After that, it was almost as if there was a conflict between them. Men and women were like fire and water.
They could feel the changes in each other’s bodies. He needed her, and she needed him too.
But why did nothing happen.
“Wait until you have nothing to do with Lu Qin.”This was the cut in Lu Yi’s heart, and it was also the bottom line that he couldn’t cross. And this bottom line was guarded by him.
No matter how Yan Huan hid in his embrace, he also hugged his waist tightly. The softness of his chest was pressed against his body. It was practically torture to him. He was a normal man, he was also a normal man. He had his own desires, and some of the torture was almost impossible to love. But in the end, he still hugged her even tighter.
This was the woman he had loved for five years. He loved her more than she had imagined.
Yan Huan pressed her face against his chest so that she could hear the thumping sound of his heart. It was so powerful and also so reassuring.
She sniffled, still feeling inferior.
Lu Yi placed his hand on her face. “Why Are You Crying?”
“I’m not crying.”
Yan Huan’s voice was choked up. She was already like this, yet she still insisted that she wasn’t crying. When would she be able to give in to such a temper.
“Lu Yi…”she called out Lu Yi’s name.
“Mm,”Lu Yi replied softly. One of his hands gently patted her shoulder, as though he was coaxing a child.
“Do you know the story of the glass of water?”
“I’ve read it.”Lu Yi suddenly let go of her and sat up as well. Yan Huan immediately felt a chill and instinctively wanted to find that warmth.
When she raised her head, she met Lu Yi’s extremely serious expression.
“That’s your past. If you want to accept it, I want to accept it too. Lu Yi caressed her face gently as he used his fingers to gently caress her red lips. I accept your past, but you…”
Lu Yi let her sit on his lap so that he could be closer to her. At this moment, his body was extremely tense. He was like a fish out of water, needing her to breathe, however, he never took that step. He respected her, and he respected himself.
“You have to accept it too. It’s not my first time either.”
Lu Yi was very honest.
Yan Huan was not his first woman. He had been with her before.
“You and Fang Zhu…”Yan Huan felt sour in his heart. He and Fang Zhu had already reached that stage. They had been there a few times. Did they do it every day? Did he hug Fang Zhu like that every night? Did he kiss her like that, he doted on her and did the most intimate things between a man and a woman with her. However, she never knew that she was actually so petty.
Even if she knew that this was before she was gone, she would still be so jealous that she wanted to cry.
“You little vinegar jar,”Lu Yi continued to hug her as he lay down, “When I was in university, I had one. She could be considered my first woman. There were a few times in total, but I wasn’t too keen on this aspect. Later on, I got a few girlfriends, but things didn’t develop to that stage.”
“What about Fang Zhu?”Yan Huan was jealous. She was almost dying of jealousy. She was the one who saved his life. Everything about him was hers. His blood was hers, his flesh was hers, and so was his person.., every part of his body was hers.
“Never.”Lu Yi hugged her tightly. If this woman continued to move, he would have to take a cold shower. She treated him as a saint, or as a sexual imbecile.
Yan Huan leaned into his arms and fell asleep in satisfaction. She was sleepy and wanted to sleep as well. Her hand gently grabbed the corner of his shirt.
“Lu Yi…”
“Yes, What’s Wrong?”Lu Yi caressed her hair gently. His fingers seemed to carry some kind of magic as he comforted her again and again.
“Goodnight,”she murmured softly before falling asleep. She was as quiet as a child.
Lu Yi carefully touched her forehead. “Goodnight, go to sleep. Everything will pass.”
This was the first time Yan Huan slept so soundly and peacefully. It was as if she was in a dream and could not wake up.
Where was this place? She stood in a strange place that seemed familiar. This seemed to be old master Lu’s residence. She had only been there once and already liked it very much. She had also thought about staying here with Lu Qin in the future, this was a good place to live in seclusion. It was far from the city, so it was quiet. However, this was old master Lu’s private territory. On normal days, not to mention her, even Lu Qin did not dare to come over. Old Master Lu’s temper was very bad. He would scold and hit people at any time
She had seen old master Lu beat Lu Qin with her own eyes. Almost all of them were beaten until their skin and flesh were torn open.
From then on, she had given everything to Lu Qin. She could even disregard her own words and face and live with Lu Qin for no reason, and even hurt Lu Yi’s family.
What did she think of herself as? Lu Qin’s wife?
However, everyone in the Lu family thought that Lu Qin had married her. In fact, Lu Qin had never married her. All they had between them was a marriage contract that she had forced him to write, a useless marriage contract.
However, why had she come here.
“Xiao Guang!”Suddenly, she noticed a child running towards him.
She knew this child. He was Xiao Guang’s. However, just as she was about to catch him, the child suddenly passed through her body and ran to the table. He took out a cup from the table, then ran back.
