The door to the ward was gently closed again. At this moment, the room was once again plunged into an excessive silence.
Yan Huan pulled the blanket aside and placed the back of her hand in front of her eyes. Due to frequent injections recently, the back of her hand had already become riddled with holes. She had been poked several times a day, and each time, a hole was poked in. It wasn’t riddled with holes, what was it then?
She carefully sat up, but just this simple action had already caused her to break out in a cold sweat. She could only lie down again, but it still didn’t work. She couldn’t move.
She brought her fingers before her eyes again and began to flip through her and Lu Yi’s previous chat logs. But in the next moment, she started to cry and laugh at the same time. The Sun outside the window pierced through the clouds and shone through, however, it had always been a little shady here. There was also that knot in her heart that had almost been untangled without a stove.
Her finger gently swiped through the chat logs.
Should she delete her friends?
She stroked this profile picture over and over again. It was very ordinary, or even nothing special. It was a virtual character that had accompanied her for a few months. She liked him, and she even wanted to accompany him like this forever.
However, only now did she realize that her heart was greedy. She did not want a virtual forever.
However, no one could give her a real forever.
It was also something that she could not afford.
If she could not afford it, then she would not want it.
If she could not afford it, then she would not want it.
If she could not afford it, then she would give it up.
Her finger pressed on the delete again, but her finger trembled slightly.
Her heart was in pain, and then her finger pressed down. At this moment, another tear rolled down from the corner of her eye. It was her face and her heart that was in pain.
Mommy, I’m in pain.
She hugged herself tightly. Mommy, do you think I was born to suffer in this life? I can’t even get what I want. I don’t even have the right
“Mom, I’m tired…”
“Mom, I miss you too.”.
At this moment, she shrunk her body tightly into a ball. She was like a baby in her mother’s womb. She protected herself and did not want to be hurt, but.., in the end, she was still badly injured.
On the phone in her hand, the chat app was still there, and so was that. In the end, she still could not bear to leave. She still wanted to stay for a few more days and think about it for a few more days.
“I fell asleep again.”The nurse carefully pulled up the blanket for Yan Huan, and then looked at Yan Huan’s face.
“You’re really beautiful.”Every time the nurse saw Yan Huan’s face, she would exclaim, “It’s true, you’re really beautiful. How can your skin be so good? I’m so jealous when I see it.”
“It’s just…”she sighed softly, “Why isn’t anyone coming to see you? Look at Mr. Lu. There are people going there every day. Even the flowers in the ward are filled with flowers, and the room is filled with fragrance.”
She muttered to herself, but she did not know that Yan Huan was clutching onto the blanket tightly. In an unknown place, a tear rolled out from the corner of his eye once again, carrying a sense of grievance and pity.
When the nurse left, Yan Huan opened her eyes. She wiped her face with the back of her hand, then carefully sat up. She placed her feet on the ground, but she did not wear any shoes, because she did not seem to have any shoes, her shoes fell to the ground.
She walked barefoot to the window. From here, she could see the blue sky outside.
The weather was really good, but the light was so cold.
When the nurse came in again, she saw Yan Huan standing in front of the window wearing very thin clothes. At this moment, she was only wearing a set of hospital clothes. The thin cloth could not withstand the cold at all, the cold wind actually blew her face even whiter. It was so white that it had lost all color.
“Miss Yan!”
The nurse called Yan Huan’s name carefully. “Why did you come down? Your body hasn’t recovered yet. You have to lie down.”
Yan Huan turned around. His face was so white that it had lost all color. His eyes were still very clear, but there was an indescribable gloominess in them.
“Do you want to take a photo with me?”
“Yes, yes.”The nurse hurriedly nodded.
“You agree?”The nurse asked Yan Huan carefully.
Yan Huan nodded lightly. “I agree.”
“Really?”When the nurse heard this, her eyes suddenly lit up. She took out her phone and ran over, as though she was afraid that Yan Huan would regret it.
Yan Huan smiled at the camera. Although she did not wear makeup, even if she did not wear any makeup, she was still very beautiful. This was especially so when the light from outside the window shone on her eyelashes, it was as if it was broken.
Yan Huan touched her neck and took out a necklace from her neck. She pulled the nurse’s hand and placed it in her hand.
“We don’t accept red packets.”
The nurse hurriedly retracted her hand.
“It’s not a red packet.”Yan Huan then stuffed the necklace into the nurse’s hand. “I don’t have any money now. This can be used as a mortgage. I’ll leave it with you first. Can you help me buy something?”
“Sure, but I really don’t need this.”The nurse returned the necklace to Yan Huan’s hand, “Miss Yan, what do you want? I’ll go buy it for you right away. Don’t worry, my family’s conditions aren’t bad. My parents’salaries aren’t bad, and I have a small fortune. “I’m your hardcore fan. I’ve Been to your movies quite a few times.”
Yan Huan clenched the necklace in her hands tightly. She turned around again, and her bare feet also stepped on the ground.
Not long after, the nurse helped Yan Huan buy a bunch of things.
Clothes, shoes, and a pair of sunglasses.
“Thank you.”Yan Huan still gripped her phone tightly. She did not know how long she had been doing this for, but it seemed that she had not moved at all.
“You’re welcome.”The Nurse’s face was full of smiles. There were still quite a number of photos on her phone. These were enough for her to show off for a very long time.
When the nurse left, Yan Huan took off her hospital gown and picked up the new clothes on the side. She put them on, clothes, and shoes. Her movements were very slow. After a while.., she was a little short of breath, and her forehead was covered with a lot of cold sweat.
She took the shoes again, but her hands were already powerless. She could no longer exert any strength.
She carefully supported the bed and stood up. Then, she slowly sat on the ground. Only then did she put the shoes on her feet, but she could not stand up.
She lay on the bed and buried her face in the blanket. She did not cry. She really did not cry.
But why did her shoulders shake from time to time? Why was there water dripping into the blanket from time to time.
