Therefore, her character was not that good, and the way she became famous was not that good either. She started to become famous from the word “Strip.”However, her acting skills were recognized by everyone in the industry. Except for the audition last time, she did it on purpose.
“Why are you here?”She sat up and pulled her clothes properly. Then, she quietly used the blanket to cover her.
“Have you finished reading your script?”Lu Qin sat down and took the script that was placed at the side. He placed it on his lap and flipped it over.
“Yes.”Yan Huan nodded. “I’ve finished reading it.”
“How is it?”Lu Qin asked again.
“It’s alright.”Yan Huan’s long eyelashes fluttered slightly. She looked at her hands that were placed on the blanket. Her fingers were still very slender, but they were a little thin and weak. She wanted to eat noodles.
“Can I not act? I Don’t like to act in such a role.”She frowned again, she still did not want to go against her original intentions. Such a role was not suitable for her. Moreover, she hated to act for Lu Qin even more. This was because the moment she saw Lu Qin’s face, she started to feel annoyed. It was as if he was annoying her, yet, she had no choice but to face it.
“No, you have to act in this role. I’ve already handed in your form.”
Lu Qin stretched out his hand and wrapped it around Yan Huan’s shoulder. His actions made Yan Huan extremely uncomfortable. Yan Huan could feel that the muscles on her body were stiff. Even her face had the same expression.
“I’ve always been unable to figure out this role, and Lu Qin clearly did not notice that Yan Huan was not right at this moment. There are some parts that are not in place. I really need you too much. I promise you. After we finish acting this role, I’ll go overseas with you, okay? “This isn’t what you’ve always wanted. Look, I’ve already promised you.”
Yan Huan smiled, and the light in her eyes also flashed.
She didn’t say anything. In fact, she wanted to say something.
Stop lying.
Yes, a liar, a liar. Lu Qin’s words were very pleasant to hear, and his eyes were filled with love. His voice was also very gentle, but he couldn’t accompany her to any foreign country.., even if they were standing together, he still had to keep a distance from her because she was already a soon-to-be best actress while she was a new best actor who was like the Sun all day long. Yes, a future best actor.
So what tourism? impossible. Besides, she had no money to spend on him. She was poor now.
“Okay.”Lu Qin stood up and kissed her face again, “I’m going to pack my luggage. You should also pack up as soon as possible. Also, read the script carefully. I Won’t disturb you for the next few days. After all, you’re the one who came into contact with this drama.”
“En, I will.”Yan Huan also smiled at him. She lowered her head and also took the script over until there was the sound of a door opening.
She placed her hand on her face and forcefully wiped away the marks that Lu Qin had left behind and his aura. It made her feel disgusted and uncomfortable.
She threw the script aside. She still did not want to act, but Lu Qin had made it clear that he could not be rejected. It was the same every time. She accepted roles that lowered her status, it had also successfully allowed Lu Qin to obtain excellent popularity again and again. However, her own popularity had been declining all the way. She was the grand movie Queen Yan Huan. Now, she had accepted some lousy movies and also some lousy roles, she did not even dare to go online to find out how low her popularity had dropped. No, it was not right. Now, she could not even accept a lousy movie. Could it be that this was even worse? Jiayi had said that she would not accept such roles, but this time, it seemed like she still had to accept them. And this wasn’t the last time either. The last time was an audition, so she could deceive them. This time, it was all set. If she continued to deceive them, it would be harming herself.
She had placed everything on a man,
her youth, her career, her success, and her life..
Was It really worth it? Recently, she had been asking herself this question, and it was also something that she had rarely denied herself over the years.
She did not know how it started, but she felt that there were many things in her mind, and she still did not know who had stuffed these things into her mind.
She only knew that her good intentions had changed
She did not love Lu Qin that much anymore. She began to learn to love herself, and of course, she was no longer feeling wronged.
Perhaps from a long time ago, she had recognized a different Lu Qin. He was not as good as she had imagined him to be. Now, she actually had to use all her resources to help him.
She did not want to think about it anymore, and she did not love him much anymore.
She hugged her knees and sniffed. She was still wronged. If only Yi Ling was here. If only her mother had not died. But she realized that she was really alone, she did not even have anyone to talk to.
And she did not even know if someone would shed a tear for her if she really died one day.
Her life was truly a failure.
She took the script again and placed it on her lap.
This was her first time coming into contact with this kind of Republic of China drama, and it was such an annoying second female lead. It was also a kind of evil that was bad to the core, bad to the core.
She used to always think about how to act beautifully and how to act well. It was also to make her face more deceiving and to make the audience like her more. However, this drama was completely subversive, she still wanted to act beautifully and evilly, as poisonous as snakes and scorpions. She also wanted to think of ways to make people hate and curse her more.
She propped up her face, trying to figure out this character’s thoughts.
When the first ray of sunlight shone in through the window in the morning, she opened her eyes. What entered her eyes were all familiar things. The furnishings in her room were also extremely luxurious, there were no wedding photos hanging on the bed.
She and Lu Qin had never taken wedding photos. Of course, there was no wedding, nor was there anything. They did not even take the marriage certificate.
She threw the script to the side and still stepped on the ground barefooted. She could feel the cold on the ground. She did not know why, but she began to enjoy the coolness. Perhaps she wanted to know.., was there someone in this world who cared about whether she was wearing socks or shoes.
She opened the door and walked out. This was still the Lu family. There was nothing wrong with living here in the past. Perhaps she had been thinking too much recently, but she remembered many things. For example, this was the place that old master Lu had given his two sons, one son and one courtyard. Lu Qin was born to the second son of the Ye family, Lu Jing. Lu Jing had passed away more than ten years ago. Her father-in-law, who had a short life, was born to Old Master Lu’s concubine. He was not favored in the first place, she could not protect the family business. This courtyard was given to each person. In the end, her father-in-law sold his other courtyard. She did not know how much money he had sold it for. However, it should have been very cheap. And now, a small courtyard like this.., was worth tens of millions in hai city.
