After hearing Zhuang Long’s story, he showed him a video without a word.
Zhuang Long’s heart almost stopped when he saw the video.
In the video, a well-built man was beating up a unarmed and thin boy. The man kicked the boy against the wall and he fell. Blood flowed from his mouth. He wanted to cry. The man scolded him for being a son of a bitch and took a step forward. He grabbed the boy’s hair and scolded and tortured him…
Staring at the video, Zhuang Long’s gaze changed.
He sat there quietly, not moving. His arms were on the table, and he was wearing a short-sleeved shirt. The doctor could clearly see the muscles in the man’s arms tense. He was on the verge of an extremely dangerous explosion.
The doctor frowned and watched, ready to call for help if this person went crazy.
“Turn it off.”
Zhuang Long suddenly said softly.
The doctor was stunned.
He stared at Zhuang Long in shock. After a moment of silence, he lowered his voice and shouted at Zhuang Long, “Mr. Zhuang?”
Zhuang Long looked up. His black eyes were dark like a pool of stagnant water. When everyone looked into his eyes, it was as if they had fallen into a well and could not climb up. They could only drown. The doctor suppressed the shock in his heart and gradually calmed down.
He said, “You’re awake.”
Zhuang Long neither admitted nor denied it.
He calmly stared at the video and said to the doctor, “Turn it off. It looks quite annoying.”
The doctor turned off the video.
He said to Zhuang Long, “You’re a little different from what we guessed.” We referred to him and the other Zhuang Long.
‘Zhuang Long’ stared at the doctor. After a while, he asked coldly, “How is it different?”
The doctor said, “Through his description of you, my preliminary guess is that you’re a ruthless and dangerous person.” He looked Zhuang Long up and down before saying, “But you’re completely different from what I thought. You’re indeed dangerous and uncontrollable, but you’re not ruthless. On the contrary, you should be a person who does things calmly and can’t tolerate any mistakes.”
Zhuang Long chuckled softly.
“He thought I was his split personality.” Zhuang Long shook his head and laughed.
However, the doctor asked him, “Do you think you’re the main personality?”
Zhuang Long was not obsessed with this question.
He said, “It doesn’t matter. Whether I’m a shadow or he’s a shadow, I want to see me healthy.” He looked at the doctor with a burning gaze and said, “I want to be like a normal person who can hug my person and stop her from being afraid.”
“When our personalities change, our emotions are sometimes unstable. I’ve accidentally hurt my lover several times. One time, I almost strangled her to death…” Zhuang Long looked at his fair hands and said in pain,” For the safety of my lover and child, I had no choice but to divorce her. ”
The doctor did not expect Zhuang Long’s other personality to be so rational and smart.
He thought of Zhuang Long’s previous description and said, “He said that he doesn’t remember his other personality, which is the memories when you appeared.”
“Yeah.”
Zhuang Long said, “I know this. He doesn’t know about my existence, but I know about his existence. I have the most complete memories. Happy, dark, and happy. I remember everything.”
“Then which one of you do you think is the main personality?”
“He…”
‘Zhuang Long’ actually knew his own definition very well. He thought that he was the secondary personality, which was completely different from the situation the doctor had encountered in the past. The doctor said, “You’re really too rational.”
‘Zhuang Long’s’ dark eyes stared straight at the doctor, looking quite scary.
But the doctor relaxed.
He knew that the patient in front of him would not hurt him.
“Zhuang Long” said, “I don’t know how long I’ll wake up this time. In fact, as I grow older, the chances of me appearing are getting less and less. I’m indeed a secondary personality, because I was the existence he had to split off to protect himself when he was facing danger when he was young.”
The man’s voice was low and gave people a sense of sorrow. He said again, “When he’s injured and abused, I’ll come out and help him withstand the pain. When all the torture is over and I’m asleep, he’ll wake up. At that time, he’ll forget my existence.”
“The real Zhuang Long is actually very timid and gentle, just like his mother.”
After the doctor heard his story, he was silent for a long time.
‘Zhuang Long’ sat there quietly. He did not speak or move, looking especially steady.
She heard the doctor ask her, “What exactly happened to him when he was young?”
Zhuang Long’s pupils constricted slightly. This was a sign that he was afraid.
“Don’t be nervous. I can’t treat you if you don’t tell me.”
Upon hearing this, ‘Zhuang Long’ forced himself to calm down. When he opened his mouth to speak, his voice became a little hoarse. He said, “My father is especially scary. He’s a pervert. He…” At this point, ‘Zhuang Long’ suddenly hugged his head and groaned.
“What’s wrong?” The doctor pretended to go forward to check on Zhuang Long, but at this moment, Zhuang Long fell silent.
He lowered his head as if he were asleep.
The doctor was stunned. His second personality was already asleep?
…
Zhuang Long opened his eyes and realized that he was in an office.
His eyes darted around before he remembered where he was.
He was here to consult the doctor.
Zhuang Long saw the doctor sitting behind the desk opposite him and browsing through the documents. He changed his sitting posture and asked the doctor in surprise, “I fell asleep?”
The doctor looked up and saw that he was awake. He asked, “How much do you remember?”
Zhuang Long thought about it and said, “I remember you letting me see something.”
“What is it?”
Zhuang Long tried his best to recall, but he realized that he could not remember.
His reaction was completely within the doctor’s expectations.
“Mr. Zhuang.” The doctor’s tone became serious. Zhuang Long nodded and asked him nervously, “How’s my condition?”
“You do have dual personalities.”
The doctor pulled out the surveillance camera and showed it to Zhuang Long.
Zhuang Long saw that he had become another personality in a few seconds. Whether it was the way he spoke or his temperament, they were very different. Zhuang Long felt incredulous. “It’s actually true…”
The doctor said, “This is the first time I’ve met a subpersona as rational and calm as him. In the past, I’ve met a patient with a triple personality. Every personality of his thinks that he’s the main personality and wants to get rid of the other personality to become a normal healthy person.”
“What happened in the end?”
The doctor glanced at Zhuang Long and stopped smiling.
Zhuang Long heard him say, “He was locked up in a mental hospital.”
