“how is she not!”
lu ziai snapped out of his daze and struggled to shake off lu yinxi’s hand.
lu ziai stared at lu yinxi’s red eyes and spoke slowly, breaking the strong wall that lu yinxi had built for her grandmother and father in her heart. lu ziai said, ” the kind grandma you’re talking about deliberately asked wheatley to meet her to punish me for my mistake. she let your kind and honest father ruin her!”
” how is this possible … ” lu yinxi mumbled.
“why is it impossible?”
“a mother who disdains her daughter for losing her face and wants to get her daughter back on the right path. with a man who wished to have his own children, but had a wife who was infertile. with the two of them together, there’s nothing they can’t do!”
after so many years, lu ziai was still furious at the mention of the past.
she felt guilty towards wheatley!
“wheatley didn’t want to tell me the truth because she didn’t want to see me break up with my family. she’s always thinking about me, but i’ve always blamed her and even forced her to give birth to you, an evil creature!”
“lu yinxi!” lu ziai cried and asked her, ” you’re a disaster! you don’t even know how disgusted i feel when i see you!” at the sight of this child, lu ziai was reminded of the pain that lu zide had inflicted on wheatley.
that was why, even though he knew that lu yinxi wasn’t living well in lu zizun’s house, lu zizun never took the initiative to mention adopting her. she hated her! he hated her to the core!
“don’t touch me, you disgust me!” lu ziai slapped lu yinxi’s hand away, his eyes full of disgust.
lu yinxi’s hand was slapped away. it was as if she had lost her soul. she stood on the rooftop in a daze, and her head was buzzing.
was lu ziai telling the truth?
her one who was always smiling would stuff a warm baby in her bed during winter and coax her to sleep. the kind grandma who would wake up on a cold morning to cook her noodles and fried eggs for her would actually do such a vicious thing?
didn’t they all say that her parents were deeply in love and her father was the most honest and magnanimous?
would honest people commit crimes?
he had thought that he was his parents ‘baby, but he was just an evil child. just ten minutes ago, she had hated lu ziai for killing her parents and deliberately giving her a gift to make her suffer.
however, after she found out the truth, her attitude toward lu ziai became complicated.
she couldn’t help but think, if she were lu ziai, would she still be able to watch a ‘bastard’ like her live in this world?
lu yinxi finally understood why lu ziai’s attitude towards her had been so distant all these years.
she hated him, but she also developed feelings for him. she wanted to be good to herself, but when she thought about how her existence was built on the harm wheatley had done to her, she wanted to kill herself.
this explained why his aunt had ruthlessly rejected him when he had asked to borrow money from her last time. she had even said such unpleasant things to him.
lu yinxi wiped the tears and snot off her face.
so what if he knew the truth?
could she kill her aunt?
obviously not.
her father’s death was hateful, but if she killed her aunt, her life would be ruined. moreover, she couldn’t kill her aunt, and she didn’t hate her that much. not to mention, she wasn’t even her aunt’s match.
however, lu yinxi wouldn’t be able to face her aunt anymore.
in this life, she was destined to be alone and without any family.
lu yinxi turned around to leave.
lu zi ‘ai noticed that she was about to turn and leave, and her face darkened.
lu ziai’s voice came from behind lu yinxi. “where are you going?” lu ziai’s voice was cold, and his tone was strange.
lu yinxi felt a chill down her spine.
she turned to look at lu ziai and asked, ” what else do you want to say? ”
“i said, there’s something i want you to do with me.” lu ziai was smiling.
just a few seconds ago, the beautiful face in front of her was covered in tears. but in the blink of an eye, a bright smile appeared on her face. lu yinxi stared at her aunt’s smile, but her heart slowly turned cold.
she felt cold, so cold that even her bones were shivering.
“do what?”
lu yinxi had a bad feeling.
she reached behind her, but before she could reach for her phone, she heard lu zi ‘ai say, ” i miss you. come with me to see her. ” lu ziai’s tone was frighteningly calm. “yinxi, let’s go see her.”
“i haven’t seen her for many years. in the past few years, i would always dream of her. however, in the past two years, ever since you appeared, she refused to even come back to my dreams.”
lu ziai’s smile became gentler.
that cold and aloof face, coupled with that smile, looked very strange. she reached out to lu yinxi with a slender but powerful hand. she turned her palm up and said, ” yinxi, let’s go and see her together. ”
lu yinxi stared at the hand in front of her.
it was the hand of the grim reaper.
she was still so young. she had not apologized to fang zicheng and had not received all of his gifts. how could she die?
lu yinxi shook her head.
“i don’t want to die!”
she turned around and ran.
lu yinxi had just fallen in the afternoon. when she turned around and ran, she wasn’t fast. she heard lu ziai’s footsteps behind her. a gust of wind passed by lu yinxi’s ears, and a camel-colored shadow flashed by.
lu yinxi watched as lu ziai blocked her way out.
a wave of fear and despair surrounded lu yinxi.
lu yinxi stopped halfway.
her eyes were pleading as she said, ” aunt, i don’t want to die. ” she had no backbone and was afraid of death. “aunt, can you let me leave?”
lu yinxi thought of fang zicheng and couldn’t help but cry.
she cried as she said, ” auntie, i haven’t apologized to fang zicheng. auntie, let me go down. i want to see fang zicheng! ”
her life was a lie. her father was a bad person and her mother was a fake. however, fang zicheng’s existence was real.
“aunt.”
“let me go see him, alright?”
lu ziai shook his head heartlessly under lu yinxi’s gaze. she reached out to lu yinxi again and said, ” yinxi, you’re her daughter. if i leave and leave you alone in this world, she won’t be at ease. ”
“yinxi, come with me to see her. i promise you that you won’t be lonely on the way with me by your side.”
“i don’t want to!”
lu yinxi broke down.
she ran toward lu ziai, trying to push him away. she wanted to go downstairs and see fang zicheng.
“if you miss her, you can go find her. i don’t want to go!” she only wanted to see fang zicheng and apologize to him. she had been in a relationship with fang zicheng for so long, but she had never told him that she liked him.
the days in the past were so hard, but she had endured it all.
it wasn’t easy for her to keep the clouds open and the moon bright, how could she die!
