she stared at lu ziai and was in a daze for a while before she called out hoarsely, ” aunt. ” lu yinxi’s voice sounded like she was crying, and it broke people’s hearts.
lu ziai was stunned. ” why are you crying? ”
lu yinxi sat up and hugged lu ziai’s waist. she leaned on lu ziai’s shoulder and cried.
lu ziai thought she had been bullied in school, so he asked her, ” who bullied you? what are you crying for? if someone bullies you, you bully them back!”
“no one is bullying me.” lu yinxi quickly let go of lu ziai and wiped her tears.
seeing that she had stopped crying, lu ziai was baffled.
“i didn’t eat anything tonight and i’m hungry. i’ll go cook a bowl of noodles. do you want some?” lu ziai said as he got up and walked to the kitchen.
lu yinxi didn’t eat anything that night. she only had a cup of milk tea.
fang zicheng was a fool. he had gone to look for lu yinxi after dinner, so he thought that lu yinxi had also eaten. however, lu yinxi hadn’t eaten at all. that night, lu yinxi only had a cup of milk tea, a cup of coffee, and a few handfuls of popcorn.
lu ziai’s cooking was simple and crude. her so-called noodles were boiled in water, two eggs were thrown in, and a little oil was added. after the noodles were cooked, a little soy sauce was poured, and a few scallions were sprinkled on top.
lu yinxi and lu ziai each held a bowl of noodles. they sat at the table and slurped down the noodles.
when lu ziai was about to finish eating, lu yinxi suddenly asked her, ” aunt, did you know that my parents were killed? ”
lu ziai put down his chopsticks, pulled out a tissue, and wiped his mouth.
” do you remember what happened when you were young? ” lu ziai asked lu yinxi.
lu yinxi shook her head and said, ” i don’t remember what happened when i was young. i heard about it from an old friend by accident. ”
“oh.” lu ziai poured herself a glass of cold water. after she finished the water, she said, ” i know. ” lu ziai stared at lu yinxi and said, ” it’s been so many years. you’re lucky that you don’t remember. ” since it’s a bad memory, i’m telling you, but it’s just to break your heart again.”
lu yinxi hummed in agreement.
lu ziai pushed the bowl in front of lu yinxi and said, ” i made the noodles. you wash the dishes. ”
“oh.”
lu yinxi went to wash the dishes. lu ziai sat in the dining room and played with his phone, not planning to go to sleep. there was one thing that lu yinxi had been curious about for a long time. she felt that the atmosphere was quite good, so she boldly asked lu ziai, ” auntie, why did you and grandma fall out? ”
lu ziai was playing games on his phone.
lu yinxi saw lu ziai’s fingers stop in the air.
knowing that she had asked the wrong question, lu yinxi quickly lowered her head and pretended to be serious about washing the dishes. after a long time, lu ziai finally spoke. she laughed and said, ” i don’t have any self-respect. i’m embarrassing her. ”
among the three siblings, other than lu zide, the other two had given themselves two good names for nothing. lu zizun lived without self-respect, and lu ziai was scolded for not having self-respect.
it was laughable.
lu yinxi didn’t say anything else.
she thought that lu ziai was referring to how she had an affair with a man when she was young and embarrassed her grandmother. her grandmother had scolded her, and the mother and daughter had broken off their relationship.
…
after eating a bowl of noodles in the middle of the night, lu yinxi gritted her teeth and did more than a dozen sit-ups before going to bed. she lay on the bed like a dead fish, unable to move. the next morning, she jogged to no. 8 high school.
she wanted to lose weight.
she had already decided that she would only eat a bun every morning, eat until she was 70% full at noon, and not eat or drink anything after five o ‘clock at night. therefore, it was a sin for her to eat the bowl of noodles last night.
lu yinxi was a very determined person. if she said she wanted to lose weight, she really did.
such days continued until christmas eve.
it was christmas eve, so the students were a little absent-minded in class. they all wanted to go out and have fun after school this afternoon. in binjiang city, only the second and third-year students had to attend night self-study. for year one students, day students could skip night self-study, but those who lived on campus had to attend two periods of night self-study.
after school in the afternoon, day students could go to the streets to play or attend parties at night.
in the last class of the afternoon, everyone was in a daze.
lu yinxi and wan yuting were in the same class, and wan yuting sat in front of her. lu yinxi was doing english practice questions. this was a self-study class for english. she felt a slight pain in her stomach, so she pressed her stomach with her left hand and wrote with her right hand.
wan yuting turned around and whispered to her. “a party?”
” do you need to wear a gown? ” lu yinxi asked.
“yes, i do.”
“then forget it, i don’t have it.”
wan yuting said, ” i have one. i’ll lend it to you. ”
lu yinxi asked faintly, ” look at my body size. will your dress fit? ”
wan yuting was speechless.
my little friend is really honest.
speaking of body shape … wan yuting suddenly said, ” lu yinxi, did you lose weight? ”
when she heard the word ” skinny, ” lu yinxi felt that her stomach didn’t hurt as much. she said, ” i’ve been trying to lose weight recently. i’ve been eating less in order to lose weight. look, which part of me has lost weight?”
“legs and face,”
lu yinxi was deeply gratified. “it seems that losing weight is effective.”
wan yuting suddenly laughed. lu yinxi didn’t understand why she suddenly laughed. when wan yuting saw lu yinxi’s confused gaze, she said, ” it’s really different when you’re in love. in the past, our lu yinxi was only focused on studying. now, she knows how to lose weight. ” after a while, she’ll start to put on makeup and buy pretty clothes.”
lu yinxi blushed and said, ” i only know how to buy beautiful clothes now. i don’t have money. ”
if she had money, she could empty the mall.
if you’re rich, you should live a rich and carefree life. if she didn’t have money, she would have to live in poverty. lu yinxi didn’t mind. in fang zicheng’s eyes, it probably didn’t matter if she wore a school uniform or a bikini.
lu yinxi was embarrassed by this thought.
wearing bikinis …
fang zicheng said that he was emotionless. so, even if she were to strip naked in front of him, would he still not react? lu yinxi thought of another question. would people with emotional deficiency have sexual desires?
lu yinxi quickly shook her head when she realized what she was thinking.
indeed, people who were in love became more and more yellow.
when wan yuting saw the teacher looking over, she quickly turned around and pretended to be reading. lu yinxi did another reading question and felt her stomach hurt even more. it hurt so much that her forehead was sweating.
lu yinxi felt that something was wrong.
she held on for a few more minutes, and the pain became more and more painful. she quickly raised her hand.
the teacher looked at her. ” what’s the matter? ”
lu yinxi held the table and stood up slowly. ” teacher, my stomach hurts … ” before lu yinxi could finish her sentence, she fell on the table and then fell to the ground along the table.
