She could not help but be reminded of the night before her death in her previous lifetime, during which she was duped into going to Jiayuan Club. Due to the fact that she had a shameful past of frequenting nightclubs and bars in her previous lifetime, she knew that Jiayuan Club, which seemed to be a leisurely entertainment joint on the surface, was actually full of hidden rules. She fell into a trap because of her carelessness.
She instantly realized that she had been drugged with an aphrodisiac and thus, tried her best to stay calm and interact with others normally. She initially thought that she could escape the ordeal. However, the effects were far too severe and she could not take it at all.
She met Si Yiyan when she was feeling utterly hopeless!
He was dressed in black and exuded a dominant aura that was almost suffocating. He seemed mysterious, strong, assertive and aggressive.
She had no idea why, but she instantly lost her courage to escape and instead, subconsciously scurried towards him and begged for help.
Just like she had expected, he was aloof and turned her down coldly with his back facing her.
Wen Xinya was filled with a complicated mix of emotions. She had always thought that that was the only encounter she had with Si Yiyan in her previous lifetime, but she did not expect that their destinies had already been bound together when she was not realizing.
Wen Xinya was perplexed and confused while feeling emotional about her previous lifetime.
“You don’t seem to be in good shape. Are you feeling uncomfortable?” Si Yiyan asked while holding onto her hand. Just like he had imagined, her soft and tender hand was rather moist and chilly.
Wen Xinya’s cold womb had caused her to be deficient in Qi and feeble. Her body was also colder than most people and it was the most apparent in her hands, which were rather cold. In recent years, her condition had improved greatly because of proper nourishment. however, her hands would turn cold and moist whenever there was a change in her emotions, be it anxiety, nervousness, uneasiness or fear.
What emotions is she experiencing at this moment?
Wen Xinya shook her head and exclaimed, “I’m alright, don’t worry~”
Wen Xinya kept her complicated emotions to herself and stared at the faint tinge of morose in Si Yiyan’s eyes. She decided not to deliberately hide her emotions.
She knew that ever since Old Mr. Mo was ill-stricken, she had revealed too many questionable and unbelievable emotions. Perhaps, others would think that she was just worried about Old Mr. Mo’s health. however, she had been in a relationship with Si Yiyan for several years and even though they were not telepathic yet, their souls and bodies had already achieved a tacit understanding on several nights. Throughout their intimate sessions, they continuously nurtured their feelings for each other and were each other’s closest confidante.
Hence, she could not hide the changes in her emotions from Si Yiyan at all.
She did not plan to hide them from him, either.
There was no way she could keep her guard up against him at all. Hence, she had never thought of hiding anything from him either. Given how intelligent and brilliant Si Yiyan was, he definitely had his own qualms and conjectures.
However, the matter about her rebirth was far too incredible and absurd. Si Yiyan still needed an appropriate opportunity to get a clearer idea.
Si Yiyan held onto her hand and said, “Your hand has become colder than before. This is a sign of poor blood circulation. During this period of time, you’ve been too stressed and drained because of Old Mr. Mo’s condition and damaged your body because of excessive labor. You need a long time to nurse your body back to health.”
Si Yiyan grabbed her cold and clammy hand which made him feel melancholic. Her blood circulation was poor because of her extreme emotions and her Qi was imbalanced while her kidney was malnourished, thus leading to a blood deficiency. Wen Xinya’s body was badly damaged.
“Yan…” Wen Xinya suddenly wrapped her arms around his waist. Standing at 1.67 meters tall, her head was level with his chest. Although he was slender, he was full of power and was extremely toned as well. It was as if he could shield her from everything.
“Yes?” Si Yiyan asked.
“Do you think… you’d fall in love with me if we met in the previous lifetime?” Wen Xinya looked up at him with shiny eyes that were like the glittering stars in the sky, beautiful, outstanding and captivating.
She stared at him solemnly with determination in her eyes, as if she was about to get an answer from him soon.
“Yes!”
Si Yiyan sounded calm, firm and uncompromising.
He looked into her shiny eyes which exuded an unfathomable glow.
“Why are you so sure?” Wen Xinya asked with pouted lips and clear eyes that seemed extremely pure and unjaded.
Si Yiyan could not make eye contact with her any longer, perhaps because her gaze was too intense. He stuck a hand out and covered her eyes. “Xinya, I believe in Buddha, so I believe in karma and that affinity exists between people. I also believe in numerous lifetimes and the theory that the affinities between people have been predestined. Hence, I also believe that you’re the soul that I’m lacking in my life.”
From a scientific perspective, the attraction between opposite genders could be explained by hormones and chemicals. Of course, the character, behavior, and mannerisms of the parties had a huge part to play in building love too.
He did not deny that the scientific explanation was true to a certain extent, but he did not agree with it completely.
He believed that Wen Xinya was born to belong to him and was destined to be his other half, regardless of what she looked like or what her personality was like in his previous lifetime. He felt that she was destined to become the one and only love of his life.
“I believe in it too, so… I believe you!” Wen Xinya pulled Si Yiyan’s hand away and stared at him solemnly with a mysterious gaze in her eyes.
Perhaps, she wouldn’t have believed it if Si Yiyan were to tell her that he would definitely fall in love with her in the previous lifetime, prior to today. After all, she had seen how cold and heartless he was to her then.
However, she believed it now!
In her previous lifetime, she was too stubborn and trusted the wrong person. Thus, she ended up losing Grampy, who loved her the most. At last, she landed herself in a pathetic plight and had no idea that Si Yiyan had been protecting her all along.
Sometimes, humans truly ought to consider beyond the superficial appearance of things.
Si Yiyan trembled vigorously as he stared at her determined eyes that were glowing like the most beautiful and resplendent gems in this world.
Wen Xinya continued, “I believe we were destined to be together. And regardless of what’s written in the books of fate, we’ll only belong to each other!”
She had a hunch that Si Yiyan meant what he said!
She could not tell Si Yiyan about some things personally, but she could use the opportunity to let him know it. Given how intelligent he was, he would definitely find out everything.
