“You didn’t offend me. I just don’t like you. Young master qu, if you feel uncomfortable living in this small building, then I’d advise you to leave quickly and return to your qu family to continue being the young master. It just so happens that the qu family doesn’t have any heirs now. If you go back now, old master qu might be overjoyed and accept you as the qu family’s only successor. ”
The bodyguard’s words were harsh, but his mind was filled with the words that Zhang manhua had said to him before they moved out of the building.
“Charlie, I can see that you and xiujie are the same kind of people. He was abandoned when he was a child, so he has never been confident enough and is afraid of being abandoned. You have to help me, no, help him, overcome his psychological problems. Only then can I be at ease and let him continue to live a good life in the country. ”
“Charlie, I’ll leave xiujie to you. You have to take good care of his safety.”
“Charlie, I thank you, thank you for being willing to treat xiujie like this.”
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When Zhang manhua moved out of the house, she had entrusted qu xiujie’s safety to this man, who came from a foreign country, but no one knew how fragile this child was in his heart.
“Young master qu, if you want to know how you ended up like this, I think you should consider returning to the qu family to find your so-called answer. If you really want to know, you might really consider my suggestion. ”
Charlie’s back was facing qu xiujie, but his voice was no longer as cold as before. Instead, there was a trace of warmth.
“What do you mean, you foreigner? tell me, what do you mean? why do you think I’m an uneducated brat? is that all you see of me?”
Qu xiujie’s temper disappeared. He couldn’t see what kind of world Charlie’s bodyguard was hiding in his heart. This person didn’t seem to be as simple as he thought.
“Are you not? Aren’t you just a little rascal?”
Charlie turned around and looked at qu xiujie,”what does your personality have to do with me? what does it have to do with me?” Do you think you can rule the world, or do you think you have some ability that others don ‘t? If you did not have the status of the qu family’s young master, Zhang manhua’s wife, and the CEO’s outstanding nephew-in-law, who would you be? Who would care about you?”
Charlie’s bodyguard’s every word was like a knife and a needle, stabbing straight into qu xiujie’s chest.
“Why? what does my identity have to do with you?”
Qu xiujie didn’t want to admit or deny what kind of person he was, what kind of personality he had, if he didn’t have those connections, he had nothing to do with anyone, because he was himself.
“I’m just saying what you’ve never been willing to admit. Also, I want to tell you that it really doesn’t matter who you are. People who eat eggs don’t care which chicken the egg comes from. ”
Charlie’s bodyguard’s eyes were cold, with a killer’s viciousness.
Qu xiujie didn’t know what to say. He used to be like this, but after meeting Mao Nana, he thought he could get rid of the past. But now, he realized that he had never escaped from the place he had escaped from. He had been in this place.
“Young master qu, I advise you to take care of yourself. In this world, it’s fine with you and it’s fine without you. No one has to revolve around anyone and no one has to stick to their own views. ”
Charlie’s words made no sense, but the meaning behind his words gradually made qu xiujie face the things he didn’t dare to face in his mind.
Bodyguard Charlie was right. This world could do without anyone, let alone qu xiujie.
“Charlie, I won’t fight with you today. I want to have a good rest. You foreigner, don’t disturb me. When I’ve thought through everything, I’ll naturally come to you. If you think I can do it, then give me time. I know that Nana probably left because of this. I’ve always been running away and I’ve never dared to face my past. I’ve always lived in the cage I’ve set for myself. ”
Qu xiujie lowered his head, his voice neither high nor low, the emotion in his eyes could only be described as a trace of sadness.
“Alright, I’ll give you time. If you have enough time, think about it. If you think what I said makes you uncomfortable, then please hold it in. I won’t pay for your discomfort.”
After Charlie finished speaking, the two of them fell into a long silence. No one spoke again, but the atmosphere became quiet and not awkward.
“Charlie, do you think Nana will really refuse to see me if I really go look for her?”
Qu xiujie finally opened his mouth when Charlie’s bodyguard was on the last step.
“She won ‘t, because she loves you. If you believe that she has always loved you, then you have to persevere. As an outsider, I don’t like to see the two of you, who are so in love with each other, choose to break up. You really love her, so why abandon her? why do you want the two of you to spend your days in longing?”
After Charlie finished speaking, he went straight to his room. This man didn’t seem to be as strong as he had imagined. Love and not love were very sensitive things that couldn’t be faked.
Qu xiujie stood in the living room, holding a photo of himself in his hand. The sadness in his eyes lasted for a long time, and finally, his lips curved into a smile.”This silly girl, why did she pick such an old and ugly photo to come to Beijing to find me? she’s so old, and yet someone still recognized me. What a silly girl.”
Qu xiujie’s smile became brighter and brighter. The warm orange light in the living room made the living room look even warmer, as if it was in the middle of spring. Mao Nana was the brightest light in this season. In this world, no one could compare to this light except her.
In the depths of qu xiujie’s heart, the past that he had been avoiding seemed to become clearer and clearer under this light.
