Chapter 474
Vienna hotel of Shang Hai is the most luxurious one. Though the light in the room is off, but the lights from outside make Jing Suo Suo is able to look around. Jing Suo Suo lifts up her head and looks at the living room.
The sofa is not long. Cheng Ru Yu should bend his knee to lie down there. He doesn’t move.
Jing Suo Suo lowers her head and looks at her sexy lingerie. It’s a very rare chance. At this stage, she really doesn’t want to give up.
“Cheng Da Ge?” She tries to call him, Cheng Ru Yu doesn’t respond.
How could he fall asleep so quick?
It’s different from her imagination.
Perhaps she needs to give up? Jing Suo Suo bites her lips. She thinks for a while, then she lifts up her blanket and walks toward Cheng Ru Yu.
With limited lights, she sees Cheng Ru Yu is using his arm as his pillow. He closes his eyes and his breath is even. He looks like he is really sleeping.
Jing Suo Suo feels a bit defeated. It seems that Cheng Ru Yu really doesn’t attracted to her.
She is on the bed, yet he could easily fall asleep.
“Cheng Da Ge.” Jing Suo Suo kneels beside him and moves her face closer to his. “You don’t like me ah?”
If not, how could he ignore her.
Jing Suo Suo sits down and looks at Cheng Ru Yu’s face. She has a lot of thoughts on her mind. She extends her hand to touch his face. His face is not really soft. It’s quite crude.
He is wearing t-shirt and casual pants. His blanket could only be covered till his belly. His top two buttons are undid. It shows his chest and collar bone. Jing Suo Suo looks at her and feels her mouth is dry. She licks her mouth. Then she just leans closer and kisses him.
Cheng Ru Yu’s mouth has a light color, it looks very cold. But the she kisses his lips, it’s cold and smooth.
Jing Suo Suo’s heart is beating so quick. On one side, she is afraid that Cheng Ru Yu will wake up and notices that she is kissing him secretly, she would be awkward then. On the other side, she doesn’t want to let his lips go, she feels like a little kid who loves to eat sweets.
Actually she and him had kissed lightly once, but it’s been a long time. She has dreamt kissing him for a long time.
So it turns out it’s like this. It feels so great.
Cheng Ru Yu’s body has a faint smell of peppermint, it mixes together with his sole scent. It’s like catalyst. It makes her to have more.
Jing Suo Suo extends her tongue and licks Cheng Ru Yu’s lips. She tastes a sweet taste. She holds his shoulder . Then suddenly she stops.
She lifts her eyes up and meets Cheng Ru Yu’s black eyes.
She freezes, she could hear her whole blood is rushing toward her head. Her heartbeat is so quick and her face turns so red.
She responds and moves two steps from Cheng Ru Yu.
Cheng Ru Yu sits up and looks at Jing Suo Suo.
His calmness make Jing Suo Suo at loss, she doesn’t know what to do. She smiles embarrassedly and says: “That…. I cannot sleep… Did I disturb you?”
Cheng Ru Yu looks at Jing Suo Suo.
Because she moves too sudden, her lingerie’s strap falls down. It shows her white skin.
Cheng Ru Yu looks at her and his gaze deepens: “Do you know what are you doing?” Of course he knows what she thinks clearly.
His question makes Jing Suo Suo feels ashamed and angry.
“Couldn’t you see what I want to do?” Jing Suo Suo climbs to the sofa and be bold. “We’ve been together for some time, so what if I kiss you for a while? Should you be so serious? Like you are having disadvantage.”
“Suo Suo, you are still young.” Cheng Ru Yu stands up and looks at her. “For some things, you should be careful.”
His tone is cold and calm, it’s like a cold water for her. Jing Suo Suo feels cold.
Cheng Ru Yu isn’t attracted to her, instead he is teaching her. Jing Suo Suo hangs her eyes low and feels so at loss. How could she has no charm. “I get it. In the future, I will not do it anymore.”
She turns quiet and returns her own bed. Cheng Ru Yu cannot get into sleep anymore. He is having conflicting thoughts. His body feels hot but his mind keeps on saying no. After a while, Cheng Ru Yu stands up and opens the door. He goes out to have a smoke.
Jing Suo Suo looks at the door, her heart feels stuffed.
She remembers the conversation between Cheng Ru Yu and his senior.
“Xiao Cheng, why are you standing here?”
“I’m smoking, if I smoke inside, there will be smoky inside.”
“Great, now you are understanding how to care for others. When will I have the opportunity to attend you wedding feast? I’m really waiting for it.”
“It’ll be soon.”
“That time don’t forget to contact me.”
“I will definitely.”
Jing Suo Suo holds her blanket.
They will get marry soon, how could he tell her that she is young. Why should he marry her then. She is almost twenty four years old, how could he think that she is young?
Cheng Ru Yu smokes three cigarettes before he returns to the bedroom.
The time he gets inside, he is startled.
Jing Suo Suo is standing an arm-length distance from him, she is watching him.
“Aren’t you sleeping?” Cheng Ru Yu’s mouth is dry. Jing Suo Suo is wearing her lingerie.
Jing Suo Suo doesn’t say anything, she comes forward and clutches his collar. Then she kicks the door. Jing Suo Suo kisses Cheng Ru Yu’s lips.
It’s too sudden. Cheng Ru Yu is startled for a while and pushes her away.
“Suo Suo, do you know what are you dong?”
Jing Suo Suo lifts up her hand to unbutton Cheng Ru Yu’s third button.
“It’s unimportant whether I know or not, the important thing here is do you want it or not.”
“Suo Suo…”
“Cheng Da Ge.” Jing Suo Suo cuts him off: “I love you, Cheng Da Ge. I love everything about you. I don’t only want your heart, I want you as a person. I don’t like to go round about this. I am not bold. Maybe I will be this bold for once. If you don’t want it, then in the future, I’ll not do anything like this anymore.”
Jing Suo Suo comes forward and Cheng Ru Yu just takes step back, till his back reaches the wall.
“Tell me Cheng Da Ge, do you want it or not?”
Cheng Ru Yu looks at her, he looks confused. Jing Suo Suo doesn’t get any reply from him and it makes her feel disappointed.
She lets her go and takes a step back. She turns her body. Cheng Ru Yu cannot see her expression. He just hears she says: “Okay, I understand. Just… think that I’m insensible.”
She has taken a great initiative, she tries to be bold. Cheng Ru Yu still doesn’t want to do it. She will not force him.
Jing Suo Suo walks toward the bed, she feels her legs are cold.
The time she is about to get on the bed, her waist suddenly being held.
“Cheng Da Ge—-“
She says it and Cheng Ru Yu starts to kiss her back.
His lips are cold, his tongue is cold. Jing Suo Suo cannot help but to shiver. Her heart starts to beating so erratically again because of his kiss.
Realizing what will happen next, Jing Suo Suo is nervous. Her body starts to stiffen. The time she is pressed down by Cheng Ru Yu, she cannot help but want to push him away.
Cheng Ru Yu moves her hands away and says: “I gave you chance, it’s too late to regret it.”
Her clothes are taken off, Jing Suo Suo closes her eyes. She is nervous. Her skin turns very sensitive. She is shivering. She doesn’t know whether she is cold or afraid.
“Cheng, Cheng Da Ge, I……” Jing Suo Suo holds Cheng Ru Yu’s hand.
Cheng Ru Yu kisses her lips. “Now you are afraid, Suo Suo, don’t you think it’s too late?”
Jing Suo Suo ssays: “I have a bit bad feeling….”
“What feeling?” Cheng Ru Yu kisses her skin, he asks.
“I seems to have….” Jing Suo Suo’s voice is very low.
“…..” Cheng Ru Yu lifts up his eyes to look at her. He laughs: “Suo Suo, if you want to retreat, you should find another excuse.”
“It’s not an excuse, it’s for real. At first I thought it will come in few days later, I don’t expect it to come so early. I always be late for two days.”
Cheng Ru Yu realizes that she is not lying. His face turns stiff. He lowers his head and looks at her body. He couldn’t help but to want to swear.
“Jing Suo Suo, you…” Cheng Ru Yu is so angry.
“I’m sorry ah. I also don’t expect it to happen.” Jing Suo Suo covers herself with a blanket and asks weakly: “Could I go to the restroom for a while?”
There’re few woman’s goods there. Jing Suo Suo comes out of the restroom, while Cheng Ru Yu is standing near the window and smoking.
Cheng Ru Yu stops smoking. He closes the window and turns his body. He is calm right now.
Jing Suo Suo comes over: “Cheng Da Ge, I really don’t expect that this will happen. Next time I will choose a good time.”
Cheng Ru Yu laughs; “Let’s sleep first. It’s too late.”
Jing Suo Suo recollects what happened before, she is happy that it turns out he is attracted to her too.
“Cheng Da Ge, I am really confused. We are boyfriend and girlfriend, but why you never be intimate toward me?”
This matter has made her be puzzled for a long time, she really wants to know the answer.
Cheng Ru Yu comes over and sits down on the sofa, he places Jing Suo Suo on his thigh. “I watched you grow up. In my eyes you area kid. I never expected that we will boyfriend and girlfriend. This period of time, I always consider about this matter. I will not treat you as my Mei Mei anymore, you are my beloved woman.”
Cheng Ru Yu then kisses Jing Suo Suo. His kiss is deep. His tongue tangles with Jing Suo Suo’s tongue.
His friend is not wrong. After tasting the sweet thing, he will never want to stop it anymore.
That night, Jing Suo Suo sleeps in Cheng Ru Yu’s embrace and wakes up in it too.
The time she wakes up and remembers what happened next, she is embarrassed yet happy.
Cheng Ru Yu takes Jing Suo Suo to stroll the city for a day. At night 05:00 p.m, they have dinner and return back home.
There’re several traffic jams along the journey back home. The time they arrive home, it’s 10:00 p.m.
“I’m going home.”
Jing Suo Suo feels that after this trip, they seem to be closer than before.
Cheng Ru Yu passes special local products that he bought before to Jing Suo Suo: “Sleep early, tomorrow you need to go to work.”
“I get it.” Jing Suo Suo kisses Cheng Ru Yu and then she just runs to the house.
Cheng Ru Yu laughs and gets on the car again.
Jing Suo Suo gets inside the living room and notices that Jing Fen Fen is sitting on the sofa while watching movie. Jing Suo Suo wants to tease JIng Fen Fen, she wants to shock her. But the time she does it, Jing Fen Fen is so calm.
“You are so boring. How could you not be surprised?” Jing Suo Suo sits down on the sofa. She is not sleepy now as she slept during the way back home. She places the gifts she bought on the coffee table and takes a plastic for Jing Fen Fen. “This one for you.”
It’s a silk pajamas, Lin City is specialized in silk product.
“You chose this one?” Jing Fen Fen takes it, it’s in her favorite color.
“Of course, beside me, who else understand my Jie’s favorite?” Jing Suo Suo says: “This is for Er Jie, Xin Xin, Weir, the remaining wll be for Ma, Da Bo Mu, Er Shen.”
“What about Nai Nai?”
“These food is for Nai Nai and Ye Ye.”
Jing Fen Fen nods and puts it back. “Do you have fun playing around with Cheng Da Ge?”
“Of course I am happy. I really don’t want to go back. But tomorrow I need to work. What about you? Do you have fun with Lu Da Ge? Where did you guys go?”
“We didn’t go anywhere far, we just went to Hou Hai.” Jing Fen Fen lowers her eyes and smiles calmly. She looks like she is happy yet not really happy.
“Hou Hai is a great place, last time I and Cheng Da Ge also went there. He rented a pedicab there for me to stroll. It’s quite fun.”
Jing Fen Fen laughs, yet says nothing else.
“Da Jie.” Jing Suo Suo holds Jing Fen Fen’s hand and be silent for a while. She says: “I really hope that you will be happy.”
Jing Fen Fen: “I am quite happy. You Yuan is treating me well. You should be tired being home this late. Go upstair and have a rest.”
“You are not going to sleep too?”
“I’ll watch movie for a while.”
Jing Suo Suo puts everything she has on the coffee table and gets upstair. Jing Fen Fen leans back on the sofa and holds her pillow. She imagines the time Jing Suo Suo were kissing outside before. She looks like she is watching, yet her mind is somewhere else.
She has a lot of things to say, yet she doesn’t know whom should she tell it to. Everyone knows that she has let Cheng Ru Yu go and be together with Lu You Yuan. In this world, it seems no one knows it than her and Lu You Yuan.
