Chapter 356
“Xiao Xi……..” Jing Yi looks at her. He notices there’s no hint of her previous love toward him.
He once again holds her cold hand.
“It’s my fault….”
Wen Ren Xi just cuts him off: “Let’s get in.”
“Xiao Xi?” Jing Yi frowns.
Wen Ren Xi says calmly once more: “Get in.”
Jing Yi lets her go and goes to the other side. He takes out his cigarette and smokes it.
The cigarette can calms him down.
He doesn’t have any intention to get in.
Wen Ren Xi folds her arms and waits till he is done with his cigarette. She speaks up: “You don’t want to divorce?”
Jing Yi looks at her and says nothing. His intention is clear.
“Okay, then I’ll go home now.” Wen Ren Xi just turns her body to leave.
Jing Yi doesn’t understand her. A while ago, she wanted a divorce, now she just gives up. He grabs her wrist: “These days, I miss you.”
Wen Ren Xi stops walking and Jing Yi looks at her back of head: “In the past you were by my side. No matter when I turned my head, I can see you are smiling at me. I thought that you will never leave me. I have ignored your feeling. I want to give up the past and start again wholeheartedly with you.”
Last time he said that he wanted to be with her and said something else: “I still have her in my heart. If you don’t mind, we can try.”
This time, he says: “I want to give up the past and start again wholeheartedly with you.”
It’s a great progress.
Wen Ren Xi turns her head and smiles at him. “It’s okay if you don’t want to finalize the divorce. I have asked the divorce lawyer. As long as we are separated for two years, the court will judge that we are divorced.”
“Except…” Wen Ren Xi shows her bare teeth: “You are like your Da Ge, you use the power to pressure others.”
Jing Yi’s hold tighten.
“Let me go, I have a lot of things to do.”
Wen Ren Xi then goes to look for taxi.
Jing Yi takes his car and follows him.
Wen Ren Xi goes to a store that is in renovation.
After around forty minutes, she comes out again. She notices Jing Yi, but she goes to the roadside to take a taxi again.
“Where do you want to go, I’ll send you over.” Jing Yi asks.
Wen Ren Xi’s smile fades: “You don’t want to divorce, is it because you love me?”
Jing Yi is startled.
Wen Ren Xi smiles again. “So don’t follow me again.”
Then Wen Ren Xi notices an empty taxi, she raises her hand to call it. Jing Yi holds that hand. “If I love you, could we start over?”
“No.” Wen Ren Xi says: “because I don’t love you anymore.”
She says it so calmly.
“On August 15 that day, my birthday, we agreed a day before that we will have dinner together. Since the afternoon 2 p.m., I started to buy the ingredients, cook it till 6 p.m. I managed to cook and put all your favorite dishes on the table. You said that you’ll go home around 06:30. I waited from six to seven o’clock. When it’s eight o’clock, I called you, your phone was off. I kept on waiting from eight to nine, ten o’clock…”
“The food was cold. I reheated it again and again. Finally 10:30, I could reach you. I asked you why aren’t you home, you said to me. You were in a business trip. You just got off the plane. Then I told you to have a good rest in the hotel. You just said: Okay, I also need to rest.”
“You completely forgot about my birthday. You completely forgot my appointment. You don’t know that I waited for you for a long time. That day I just sat there for a night. I suddenly felt tired so tired than those twenty years of waiting.”
“You don’t love me, I comforted myself. It’s okay, I should just be satisfied to be able to marry you, what am I wishing to have more?”
“On September 23, you accompanied me to stroll around. I got into the dressing room to try a dress. The time I came out you disappeared. I called you but you didn’t answer it. I looked for you to all those several ten floors. Finally I found you in the basement, you were smoking and daydreaming. I asked you about it. You told me that you saw Su Mei, you chased for her till the parking lot and lost her.”
“That time I looked at you. I really wanted to ask you. Why didn’t you turn your head and look for me, do you completely forget about me?”
That day Wen Ren Xi’s belly was so in pain. The reason was she was running to fast and worried. She was too tired. The next day it’s turned worst. When she went to the restroom, she noticed a blood mark on her panties. She thought she was in period so she went to the hospital.
With a checkup, she found out that she is pregnant. It’s already two months.
She was so emotional that she cried. She forgot about Jing Yi’s carelessness. When she came home, she just stayed on the bed, she didn’t dare to walk too much. She really wanted to tell him immediately about it. Tell him that he will be a Papa. But she controlled herself, she wanted to wait till the day of the wedding to give him a surprise.
But…
“During the wedding day, you abandoned me again and went with a woman that looks like Su Mei, just because she looks like Su Mei. She turns to be more important than me.”
Wen Ren Xi was aware that the time Jing Yi left with the ambulance, she had a great sense of jealousy. She even had thought to let that woman just die.
She was shocked by her own thought. That time she just realized that she cannot do it, she cannot pretend to not care if Jing Yi still has someone in his heart.
Jing Yi has loved Su Mei for so many years. This lifetime it might persists. How can she keep on being disappointed and jealous. She is afraid that she will be a mean and crazy woman just because of jealousy.
Wen Ren Xi doesn’t want to change herself to be that way, she doesn’t hope that her kid will have that kind of mother.
It’s better for them to be divorced. She wants to leave an impression as a great and kind woman for Jing Yi. She wants to be a great Mama too.
Afterwards, Jing Yi kept on delaying the wedding an hour to two hour. It somehow made her even more determined about her choice.
She went to her friend’s place and stayed there for few days. She just wanted to calm herself down and made a firm choice before she appeared in front of JIng Yi.
“Jing Yi, I already said that time I’d just wait till 08 p.m. You didn’t come on time, I’ll not marry you. It’s not a joke, it’s also not my way to let emotion affects my decision. This disappointment has consequences, I think we are not suitable for each other.”
That day Jing Yi doesn’t go with Wen Ren Xi to handle their divorce. He just stands there in front of the renovated store.
He never knows that he has neglected Wen Ren Xi too many times.
Jing family members get the news that Wen Ren Xi wants to a divorce with Jing Yi.
Old Madame Jing and Jing Yi come to meet Wen Ren Xi, but Wen Ren Xi doesn’t want to let the divorce go. At last Old Madame Jing asked Jing family three sisters (Jing Fen Fen, Jing Xian Xian, Jing Suo Suo) and Ye Qing Xin to go over and persuade Wen Ren Xi.
