Mu Yi Fan saw Zhan Bei Tian’s fingers are all right, so he released his hand. Unexpectedly, he was held in his hand by the other side.
He quickly pulled back his hand, but the more he wanted to pull it out, the tighter the other man would hold it. Facing the deep eyes and hearts that were particularly attractive, he began to jump around again, even afraid to look at each other.
Mu Yi Fan knows that Zhan Bei Tian still cared about last night’s events. If he doesn’t give an answer, the other party won’t give up. I know you were drunk last night to make rude behavior, so I didn’t pay attention to it. Besides, we are both men. Last night’s behavior has no loss to me, and you don’t have to feel guilty.”
Smell speech, Zhan Bei Tian not only did not let go of Mu Yi Fan, on the contrary, the strength in the hand unconsciously tightened a point: Then why do you want to hide from me?”
I……” Mu Yi Fan was facing the threatening eyes, He didnt know how to explain his current situation.
At this time, Zhan Bei Tian’s mobile phone suddenly rings: Little baby, go to sleep quickly, I will accompany you in the dream, laugh with you, be tired with you, be close to you with me…”
Mu Yi Fan was shocked to hear his singing.
He learned this song from his sister-in-law. When his niece was young, his sister-in-law often sang it to coax his daughter to sleep. Over time, he learned it. Sometimes he would sing it to coax his niece to sleep.
At the beginning, my niece thought it was not pleasant to listen to. After practicing for a long time, she sang it well. Because she often sang this song, Zhan Bei Tian recorded his song on her mobile phone as a ring tone.
Zhan Bei Tian grabbed Mu Yi Fan with one hand, took out the mobile phone with the other hand, saw that it’s Secretary Feng Yu calling, and immediately answered the phone: What’s the matter?”
On the other end of the cell phone, there was a complaint immediately: Mr. President, even if you are late today, you still leave early in the afternoon. Do you know that there are many doc.u.ments waiting for you to read?”
Zhan Bei Tian said, I’m here with Mu-Mu.
Feng Yu was silent for a moment, sighed and said, “Please come to the company early tomorrow morning to review the doc.u.ments.”
I see.” When Zhan Bei Tian hung up, he saw a drop of crystal tears falling from Mu Yi Fan’s eyes. At the moment, he panicked: How did he cry?”
He quickly took out a white handkerchief from his pocket and wiped it for Mu Yi Fan. His gentle action made Mu Yi Fan cry more fiercely.
Mu Yi Fan didn’t want to cry at first. When he heard the sound of his mobile phone, he thought of getting along with his partner in the book. Now Zhan Bei Tian was gentle to him, making him miss his partner even more. Moreover, the person in front of him is really the same as the person in the book. Whether he saw the fl.u.s.tered looked when he fell into tears or frowned, he couldn’t tell who he was with.
Zhan Bei Tian was helpless with his tears: Stop crying, OK? Do you know what you’re doing to me…?
Later, he didn’t say it and didn’t continue to wipe tears for Mu Yi Fan. Instead, he held Mu Yi Fan tightly: If you are angry with last night, you can hit me, but you don’t cry anymore. I promise you, you will never…”
After a pause, it was hard to say, It won’t happen last night.”
Mu Yi Fan raised his hand around Zhan Bei Tian’s waist and put all the tears on his face on his expensive suit. It’s not like that,” he said in a hoa.r.s.e voice
Zhan Bei Tian doesn’t understand: Then why do you cry?”
Mu Yi Fan was speechless, so he held Zhan Bei Tian tightly.
Several minutes later, Zhan Bei Tian did not get a response. Looking down, he found that Mu Yi Fan had fallen asleep in his arms. Suddenly, it made him feel angry and funny.
He carefully carried the man to the bed, pulled the quilt over, and gently wiped the tears on the corner of his eyes with a handkerchief.
At this time, the door was knocked and Mu Yi Xue’s voice came from outside: Bei Tian, Mu-Mu, have a meal.”
Hearing this, Zhan Bei Tian stood up and took a step. He was held by the tail of his clothes. Looking back, Mu Yi Fan pleaded in a hoa.r.s.e voice, Bei Tian, don’t go, you will sleep with me.”
Zhan Bei Tian rubbed his forehead and hair: I’ll tell your sister.”
Mu Yi Fan hesitated for a moment before slowly releasing his clothes.
Zhan Bei Tian came to the door, opened the door and said, Yi Xue, you tell my aunts that I will take care of Mu-Mu in the room and have dinner later.”
Mu Yi Xue looked into the room and said, Is he dizzy after drinking?”
“Um.”
Yeah, I’ll go down first.”
Zhan Bei Tian closes the door, turned around and saw Mu Yi Fan looking at him all the time, as if he was afraid he would run away.
He took off his coat and lay down on the bed. Mu Yi Fan immediately leaned over, smelled the familiar taste, and closed his eyes.
Zhan Bei Tian looked at the person next to him, and his eyes flashed through the complexity. After Mu Yi Fan fell asleep, he turned around and hugged him.
When Mu Yi Fan woke up, it was seven o’clock the next day, but there was no one around him. He felt the position of Yu Wen, and he was happy and sad.
Holding the pillow that Zhan Bei Tian slept in his arms, and looked at the ceiling. Until half an hour later, he slowly regained his thoughts and didn’t know what to think of. He quickly got up to brush his teeth and wash his face. Then, he quickly told the newly rising Zhao Yi Xuan not to go home for dinner, left the Mu Family villa, and returned to the apartment he now lives in.
He quickly turned on the computer, wanted to find the traces of his crossing through the computer, and even repeated the event the night before yesterday, but he did not find the signs of his crossing.
Then, thinking of the patient Shen Qin Yang told him yesterday, Mu Yi Fan called Shen Qin Yang and inquired about the patient. He talked to the patient.
At first, Shen Qin Yang was reluctant to disclose the patient’s information. Later, unable to withstand Mu Yi Fan’s plea, Shen Qin Yang promised to ask the patient’s opinion and tell him his contact information.
Fortunately, the patient didn’t care about other people’s knowing that he had asked for a doctor in the hospital, and was happy to meet Mu Yi Fan. However, he immigrated to foreign countries more than a year ago. It was not so easy for him to meet, so he could only talk about his experience with Mu Yi Fan through video chat.
My situation at that time was the same as yours. That dream was very real. I can still remember clearly what I did with my dream lover every day. Later, I died in the battlefield because I shielded my lover. When I woke up, I was still in the same night. I was very sad at that time, because I would never see my lover again, for about half a year, my mood couldn’t come out of that world. However, people around me told me that it was just a dream. Later, I could only go to see a doctor, and the doctor told me that I was like an actor, because I was too deep into the character and came come out in a short time that I still have feeling of the character, but I didn’t agree with this. However, something he said that was right, its because of dreams or a past world, that I miss the people and things in front of me. Then, my future will not only suffer for the man in my dreams, but also regret for missing the person in my present life. Therefore, I didn’t want to spend my life in pain and regret, so I gave myself a month to clear my mind. “
The patient who said this is Yuan Liu. He is a man in his early thirties who is very gentle when he speaks, which makes people feel good.
When Mu Yi Fan heard this, he quickly asked, Do you think it’s a dream now?”
Yuan Liu shook his head: No, I regard it as my last life, and also as a guide to lead my life to my current lover.”
Would you take your present lover as a subst.i.tute for the dreamer?”
Yuan Liu asked with a smile, Do you know what a double is?”
Mu Yi Fan thought for a while and said, The double is something or a person who is set to replace the existence of that person, I suspect my lover is a double left for me, so that I don’t suffer so much.”
It’s almost like this. Besides, you won’t love him, you won’t feel sad for him, and you won’t affect your emotions for his every move. This is the double. But what if you love him now? Will he still be a double? Yuan Liu smiled gently and pointed to his left chest: Ask yourself here. If he was really just a double, I think you would not be so upset.”
Mu Yi Fan unconsciously also raised his hand to cover his left chest.
Yuan Liu put his hand down: As a person who has experienced the past, I really understand your current mood. You are worried that when you are with someone you really like, you will lose the person in your dream. So, you can give yourself a period of time to find and feel the real idea in your heart, but don’t miss it. I used to regret for almost missing it all my life.”
Liu, what are you doing?” Another man’s voice came out of the video.
Yuan Liu turned around, raised a gentle smile on his face, waved to the other party, and let the other party bend down, so that Mu Yi Fan could see the appearance of the other party. The other party was the same age as Yuan Liu, and was very handsome.
Yuan Liu said, I’d like to introduce you to my lover.”
He kissed the man on the corner of his mouth.
The man had a doting smile on the corner of his mouth, rubbed yuan Liu’s head and said h.e.l.lo to Mu Yi Fan: h.e.l.lo.”
Mu Yi Fan saw that they were so loving and he was envious, and didn’t disturb them any more. After saying thanks, Mu Yi Fan closed the video.
After communicating with Yuan Liu, he was in a good mood and would not be so confused. At least someone told him that it was not a dream, and he would not think that he would take the current Zhan Bei Tian as a subst.i.tute.
However, his story is different from Yuan Liu’s, and he can’t take what happened in the book as his last life.
Mu Yi Fan covered his chest and asks his heart in a low voice, How does one choose?”
