For an instant, she was filled with complicated feelings.
So, I’ve been mistaking the wrong person for Li Ge right from the beginning, which caused me to… fall in love with the wrong person!
Why? Why is this the case!?!
Had I not mistaken Xi Mubai for Li Ge… would the ending have become different?
All of a sudden, Luo Zheng held her breath and thought, Bo Hancheng is Li Ge. Doesn’t that mean… that Li Ge is Mr. Bodyguard!?!
The realization made Luo Zheng feel an immense heartache.
Perhaps, she finally understood what it meant to be played by destiny!
Ridiculous. How ridiculous. I mistakenly fell in love with Xi Mubai because of Mr. Bodyguard’s paintings… In the end, I caused Mr. Bodyguard to die in my previous life because of Xi Mubai.
Everything made her feel hopeless!
Luo Zheng’s eyes are red and she’s clearly confirmed that I’m Li Ge. So… is she feeling disappointed? Is she disappointed that Li Ge is not Xi Mubai!?!
Feeling a huge sense of disappointment, he broke the pen and tore the paper off of the easel before shoving it into her arms.
“Seems like my Sister Zheng is very disappointed! What a shame that I’m not your Brother Mubai… ”
Bo Hancheng then flung Luo Zheng away coldly and strode away from the studio.
He felt an excruciating pain in his heart.
He had never given in to the same girl time and time again… Yet, Luo Zheng managed to make him put down his pride and almost stoop just as low!
Bo Hancheng, it’s not worth it. It’s not worth caring for a girl like her!
“No… it’s not like that… it’s not like that… ”
She fell onto the ground and the sketch drifted in the air before landing beside her, seemingly witnessing her joke of a mistake.
Bang!
As the door slammed shut, the sounds of her crying in agony could be heard!
…
Ever since Bo Hancheng left the room at noon, he had yet to return.
At midnight, Luo Zheng curled up and began to feel a strong sense of emptiness.
She was craving for the blue poison and wanted it to fill the void within her after it entered her bloodstream.
“Ah… it’s so warm… I’m feeling so warm… ”
Luo Zheng tugged at her clothes and she stripped down to nothing but was still feeling extremely warm.
Unable to take it any longer, she stood up and headed to the bathroom to take a shower while she was still rational.
However, as soon as she got out of bed, Bo Hancheng opened the door.
“Don’t… don’t switch on the lights… don’t look at me… ”
Luo Zheng panicked and she instinctively felt a strong desire not to let him see her while she was suffering a relapse.
Previously, he saw her when she almost injected the poison into herself. Although she couldn’t remember what happened later… she remembered him berating her coldly and saying that she was in a horrendous state!
Yeah, she had once seen with her very own eyes, a drug addict suffering a relapse in the City That Never Sleeps. The drug addict was begging for drugs and looked extremely daunting, pathetic and awful.
“Bo Hancheng… please save me some dignity… please…”
Luo Zheng widened her eyes and huddled up in the corner of the bed while hugging the duvet, almost losing all semblance of her self-control!
Under the dim, yellow light, Bo Hancheng’s heart wrenched up as he listened to her cries.
Although he continuously told himself that she wasn’t worth it, he was still constantly thinking about her in the past few hours when he was in the room next door.
He clearly wanted to force himself to be ruthless but he barged into her room because he couldn’t hold himself back while thinking about her relapse.
“You got drugged because of me. I have to bear the responsibility!”
Bo Hancheng said coldly, trying to find an excuse for himself.
