"Jirou, Lucy's business has nothing to do with you. Don't blame yourself any more." Qin Yinze kneaded her face and unconsciously warmed up a lot. "Your face is very ugly. If you go on like this, you may be the one lying in the hospital bed."
"I'm not so weak," said Ji rou
Qin Yinze said, "Ji Rou, when you worry about others, please don't forget that I will worry about you too. You don't eat in one day." He points to the heart. "I have pain here."
Jirou doesn't want to make him worry about her all the time: "I won't do that in the future."
Qin Yinjian said, "let's go. Let's go back to accompany the two children."
Jirou likes children. With children around, she may be able to forget her self reproach for a while.
Jirou said, "Qin Yinze, Xiao Jian can survive."
The reason why she asked is that Qin Yinjian didn't say a single word except to ask the doctor about Lu Xi within ten hours after Lu Xi was rescued.
He was sitting by Lucy's bed, holding her hand tightly for a moment.
Qin Yinjian was a silent person when he was a child. Ji Rou also watched him grow up. She didn't know much about him, but she also knew a little about him. This kind of person who can't express his feelings very well is hurt and won't say to others. She can only lick the wound slowly.
Qin Yinze said, "you can still remember the incident three or four years ago."
Ji Rou asked, "do you mean that Xiao Jian hid from his family for a year because he couldn't see anyone because he was lovelorn?"
Qin Yinze nodded: "we all knew how important Lu Xi was to him a few years ago. Now that Lucy is so badly hurt, Xiao Jian must want to kill himself. He will blame himself for not protecting Lucy. "
Hearing this, Ji Rou cried suddenly: "Qin Yinze, what can I do? Can I do something to help them? "
Qin Yinze: "fool, why are you crying again?"
Ji Rou wiped tears: "I'm afraid that Xiao Jian and Lu Xi have Xiao Lu."
Qin Yinze added: "Xiao Jian is not as vulnerable as you think. Even if he doesn't think about himself, he must think about Lu Xi and Lu Lu Lu.". Go home and accompany Lu Lu. "
Ji Rou looks back and forgets, which makes her leave with Qin Yinze.
……
At night, it was as dark as ink. I couldn't see my fingers.
Lucie ran like a headless fly. She didn't know how long she had run. She was exhausted, but she still couldn't stop. It seemed that as soon as she stopped, she would suffer an unknown attack.
"Xiaoxi, Xiaoxi…"
Occasionally, she would hear someone calling her name, but when she was quiet and wanted to listen, she could hear nothing.
"Where am I? Where am I going? What am I going to do? "
She kept asking herself why she couldn't give her answer, and there was no second person around to ask. She had to keep running, running aimlessly.
"Xiaoxi, Xiaoxi…"
She heard someone call her behind her again. She stopped and looked back again. This time, she saw a person – her mother.
My mother is as young and beautiful as she remembers. She smiles and looks at her: "my little Xi has finally grown up."
"Mommy…" Lucy slowly approached her mother and stopped at every small step. "Mommy, is it really you?"
My mother said with a smile, "it's not me. Who else can it be? Don't you want to see me here? "
"No, no, no, I miss you every day, but…" Lucy remembered that her mother had died and she had committed suicide.
At that time, when she was young, her mother left the world behind. She hated and hated why her mother was so cruel.
Before, she didn't understand, but now she understands. Cui Xianzhen not only uses junior three, but also uses mean and vicious means.
How could she allow herself to be insulted by such a proud mother.
"Xiaoxi, mommy has always been uneasy about you, afraid that you will be bullied, but now there is such a man who loves you to protect you. Mommy is not worried, and Mommy will go…"
"Mommy Don't go! " Lu Xi rushes to catch her mother. She grabs the empty space. Suddenly, her mother disappears from her eyes, as if she has never been here before. She cries out, "Mommy, Mommy…"
"Lu Xi, Lu Xi…"
Her voice was drowned in anxiety and vicissitudes.
Who is it?
Who is calling her?
Lucy listened, but for a while she couldn't tell whose voice it was.
"Lu Xi, Lu Xi…"
The painful voice is still there. Listen to Lu Xi. She tries to respond to him, but she can't make a sound.
"Mommy, wake up. Lu Lu wants to talk to you. You are not allowed to leave Lu Lu."
Until a soft and cute voice sounded, Lu Xi felt another pain in her heart. She tried to open her eyes, and this time saw a light: "son…"
She recognized that her name was Lu Lu Lu, her precious son.
"Lucy, you're awake."
Lu Xi opened his eyes and didn't see her baby son. What he saw was a untidy face, which was familiar but seemed unfamiliar.
"Lu Xi…" Qin Yinjian hugs Lu Xi's hand tightly. He wants to say anything, but he can't say anything. He just hugs her hand tightly. It's so tight that Lu Xi is pinched by him.
Lu Xi blinked, shook his head again, and finally remembered who the man was. He was Qin Yinjian
However, Qin Yinjian, who always loves cleanliness and even has some obsession with cleanliness, how could he become such a picture?
It's like getting old all night.
"What's the matter with you, Qin Yinjian?" Words, asked out of the mouth, Lu Xi just know his throat, has been doing a pain, Qin Yinjian timely handed her a cup of warm water, "don't say anything, first drink a cup of water."
Lucy saw his hand shaking. What is it that makes him like this?
Lucy didn't know whether to reach for the water glass or not. He handed it to her again and said, "I'll feed you."
Lu Xi opened her mouth gently and took two small sips. Her throat became more comfortable after being moistened. She said, "what's the matter with you?"
Qin Yin tried to calm his mood: "drink more."
In order not to let him worry, Lu Xi opened his mouth again and took two more sips. Qin Yinjian just put the cup back, took the quilt and put it on her, and looked at her firmly.
His hands are still shaking!
Why?
Lucy looked at him. "What happened? You tell me. "
Qin Yinyi: "Lu Xi……"
Lucy reached for his shaking hand and said softly, "I'm here. I'm listening. Don't be afraid. "
She was the one who was hurt, but she was strong enough to comfort him. Qin Yin was the blessing he had cultivated for several years. He met her only in this life.
