Despair!
Literally no hope, a complete loss of confidence in something.
But what Lu Xi has experienced is not only that she can express her bitterness by completely losing her confidence in things.
She had experienced the despair of "not every day, not every day, not working properly" and the fear that the child she gave birth to in October would almost die in her arms.
That kind of desperation and fear, but for a long time in the past, Lu Xi still had a lingering fear. She didn't want to experience it again in her life, so she had to make a lot of money, not only to ensure the cost of the next two operations, but also to plan for the future of Lu Lu Lu.
"Mommy…"
Lu Lu's voice of milk and milk revived Lu Xi. She picked up Lu Lu Lu and stuffed him into the electric toy car: "son, this is the car that mommy bought for you. Do you like it?"
"I like it." Where does a three-year-old child dislike a toy car? Lu Lu sits in the car and feels left and right to have a look, temporarily leaving his favorite Mommy aside.
Seeing that Lu Lu is at a certain age, Lu Xi is also happy: "son, play for a while, Mommy will make you something to eat, and then eat and go to bed early."
Lu Lu said, "OK."
……
It's not early now, land and land are still small, it's not good to eat too much at night.
Lu Xi was also prepared. She took the lean meat out of the refrigerator, chopped it to pieces, and made Lu Lu Lu's lean meat porridge, which was nutritious without indigestion.
Lu Xi finely chopped the lean meat, then panned the rice and the lean meat together into the pot, pressed the quick porridge key, and confirmed that the intelligent rice cooker would automatically cook the porridge, and she went back to the hall to accompany Lu Lu: "son, are you sleepy?"
Lu Lu is driving a toy car all over the house, not sleepy at all: "Mommy, Lu Lu is not sleepy."
Seeing that he had such a good time, Lu Xi's lips rose unconsciously. If he could go home to accompany Lu Lu Lu every day after work and prepare food for him by himself, it would be nice.
this is a lot of things that mothers can do every day, but she can't do it. Since she nod her promise to deal with Qin Yin's unclean deal, many has the final say.
Lu Lu seldom had such a good time, so Lu Xi let him play. When he was tired of playing, the porridge in the pot was ready. Lu Xi filled Lu Lu Lu Lu a small bowl and let him eat it when it was cold.
Lu Lu has been in the kindergarten for a year. He has learned to eat by himself for a long time. After bringing the porridge, it may be because of the delicious porridge made by mommy, or because he is tired of playing. He eats it with a big mouth.
Lu Xi also served a bowl of porridge. She watched Lu Lu eat while eating. Seeing that the little guy ate delicious, she felt very fulfilled. She thought that in the future, she must prepare something better for Lu Lu Lu.
A bowl of porridge soon saw the bottom, Lu Lu handed the bowl to Lu Xi, milk sound milk airway: "Mommy, Lu Lu still has to eat."
"And to eat?" Lu Xi reached out and touched Lu Lu Lu's stomach. "Son, your stomach is full. You can't eat any more."
"Mommy's porridge is delicious. I want to eat it." Lu Lu looked at Lu Xi with a soft heart. "Well, then eat a little more. Don't eat too much."
Lu Lu nodded: "OK."
……
After dinner, Lu Xi helps Lu Lu Lu take a bath. It's too late today. Lu Lu dozes off while taking a bath. Lu Xi feels sad but very cute.
The little guy said that he would play with mommy if he was not sleepy. Now the little head looks funny and cute like a chicken eating rice. Lucy can't help kissing him.
After taking a bath, Lu Xi took Lu Lu Lu back to bed. Just as he put it down, the little guy suddenly opened his eyes and looked like he was about to cry: "Mommy, don't leave the baby."
Lu Xi quickly hugged him: "son, Mommy will sleep with you, and will not leave you behind."
I don't know if Lu Lu Lu heard Lu Xi's words. He closed his eyes again, but his hands were still tightly holding Lu Xi's clothes. Lu Xi didn't want him to be afraid, so he had to lie beside him and pat his back to make him sleep.
Jingling bell –
Lu Xi's mobile phone on the side suddenly rings a loud bell. She quickly presses the mute button to see if Lu Lu Lu Lu Lu is not awakened. That's why she carefully looks at the phone call. The call is a strange number.
It's almost 12 o'clock in the evening. Lu Xi doesn't want to answer the call from a strange number. He hangs up.
After hanging up the phone for a few seconds, the strange call came in again. One call may be wrong, two calls may be to find her, or someone else may have the wrong number. In case of any emergency After thinking about it, Lu Xi still answered the phone. Whether he wanted to talk to her or not, he made it clear so as not to disturb her again.
But as soon as Lu Xi got on the phone, she regretted that if she had known that the person on the other end of the phone was her stepmother, Cui Xianzhen, she would not have answered it.
The old woman on the other end of the phone said bitterly: "Lucy, are you stupid? You take that little wild seed to Jiangbei. If you let president Qin know, you don't know how to die. "
Lu Xi hated her stepmother. Now she scolded Lu Lu Lu for being a wild seed. Her temper also came up: "Cui Xianzhen, shut up your mother!"
Cui Xianzhen didn't expect that Lu Xi would ask her for help. He asked Lu Xi's father for help: "Lu, listen to you. This is your good daughter. How can she talk to her elders? It's a fact that she gave birth to a wild seed and raised it up. Isn't it to be said? "
"Cui Xianzhen, I'm warning you. Please shut up again. Don't blame me for being rude to you." For such a person, Lucy doesn't want to let her go any more. The more she lets her go, the more she goes too far.
It's better for Cui to know each other better, or she will be offended. She will work with Cui's old account and new account.
Cui Xianzhen sneered and said: "ha ha You are welcome? Lucy, how can you be rude to me? Go to report to President Qin, say I scolded you, scolded you and other wild species of life? You can tell him if you have the ability. Let him clean me up. "
"Cui Xianzhen, if you want to get money from me, you'd better shut up. Otherwise, without waiting for you to tell Qin Yingu, I'll tell him right away that I've already had a son with someone else. " Lu xipa hung up the phone and blacklisted those disgusting people. It seems that she has to change her phone number.
After the anger, Lu Xi thought of another terrible thing. Just after she brought Lu Lu to Jiangbei, the people at the Lu's side knew it. So the people at the Lu's side have been staring at her.
Hateful!
Lucy bit her teeth, and those people had better not do more things, or she would never spare them.
