Looking at her haggard face, he wanted to hug her into his arms, but the image of his mother lying in a pool of blood flashed through his mind, and that impulse was killed.
“Xiang Yi…”
Looking at the man in front of her that she had not seen for a long time, Shi Nuannuan’s heart felt as if it had been cut by a knife, throbbing in pain.
There were so many things in her heart that she wanted to say to him, but at this moment, she did not know what to say.
He glanced at her. His deep black eyes made it impossible to guess what he was thinking, mysterious yet cold and ruthless.
“What are you doing here?”
His voice was very cold, causing her to be slightly startled.
“I, I’m here to look for you.”
“What are you looking for me for?”He walked to the sofa and sat down, casually lighting a cigarette.
This was the first time she saw him smoking.
She looked at the ashtray on the coffee table. There were many cigarette butts that had been extinguished. They should have been extinguished in a short period of time.
“I…”The words were on the tip of her tongue, but she did not know what to say. “I have something to say to you.”
He did not speak again. Instead, he looked ahead coldly.
The Man in front of her gave her a strange feeling that she had never felt before. She knew that the current him must hate their Shi family to the core.
“I’m sorry.”In the end, she could only lower her head and say these three words.
He was stunned, but he still did not turn his head to look at her.
His voice was still very indifferent. “Why do you have to say sorry?”
She raised her eyes and stared at his face. “My, my grandfather, he…”
“This has nothing to do with you. You Don’t need to apologize.”
She was stunned.
Nothing to do with me?
These words were especially piercing to her heart.
“Nothing to do with me. Then why did you…”why did he ignore her.
Tears could not stop flowing down her face. She bit her lip and felt a stabbing pain in her heart.
“Then why did you ignore me? Why did you end things with me…”she asked while crying. If it really had nothing to do with her, why was he so cold and heartless these days.
Hearing her sobs, he did not dare to turn his head. He was afraid of how she would cry, afraid that he would not be able to help but pull her into his embrace and dote on her.
“Xiang Yi, you said that you wanted me to wait for you. You said that you would only marry Shi Nuannuan in this lifetime…”
On the sofa, his heart was being stabbed fiercely. His palms gradually tightened as if he was enduring something.
Finally, he turned his head and looked at her crying bitterly.
Every tear was like an ice-cold sharp sword, piercing into his heart.
“Then what do you want me to do?”His voice was very soft, but his eyes were filled with pain, helplessness, and even hatred.
Shi Nuannuan was stunned. She did not know what she wanted him to do.
However, she did not want to be separated from him. She did not want to lose him. She really… could no longer take back her heart, which had long fallen.
“Have you ever experienced it yourself, watching your mother fall in a pool of blood while you were powerless?”His eyes were burning as he stared at her and enunciated each word.
“But…”she was in so much pain that she couldn’t speak. “But I don’t want to lose you… I –”
“Then what do you want me to do! ?”He couldn’t help but Roar in pain, his heart felt like it was being gnawed by thousands of ants, and the pain penetrated into his bone marrow. He looked at her with heartache. “Do you want me to leave all this behind and still be with you? Or do you want me to marry you and let you call my mother ‘mother’in front of my mother’s Grave?”
His words were like a bolt from the blue, striking Shi Nuannuan hard.
