Mo Liuxi clenched his fist. She was right. He found nothing on her yesterday.
Nothing happened between her and Shi Xiang, but he was still angry at her because she was in a hotel room with another man for a whole night without telling him. She lied to him, and she threw up when he tried to kiss her.
Yan Su sat down beside him and continued saying, “I admit that I was wrong to lie to you. I should tell you what exactly happened last night, but I can’t. I really can’t. I promised not to tell. It’s not because I care about Shi Xiang… it’s just that… I have to keep my word. If it’s my own secret, I’d tell you everything, but it’s not.”
Mo Liuxi stayed silent.
To be honest, Mo Liuxi didn’t have a good impression of Shi Xiang. The first time he met him, Shi Xiang acted arrogant and bullied Xu Luosang. He claimed that he loved Yan Su, but when someone tried to take advantage of her, he was too much of a coward to protect her.
He despised people like that.
However, a man like that made Yan Su leave her home, made her spend years waiting for him like an idiot, and now, he made her keep his secret.
“You’re afraid that telling me the secret might hurt Shi Xiang, right?” Mo Liuxi suddenly figured it out.
Yan Su didn’t know what to say. She sensed his teasing tone. He felt that she was trying to protect Shi Xiang.
In fact, she would have no reason to protect Shi Xiang, if the latter didn’t sacrifice himself for her last night.
“Liuxi, what I had with him is already gone.”
Yan Su thought briefly and said, “The announcement has made it very clear, and he had thought through it. I never told you this before, but I tried so hard to become a star because I couldn’t let myself be abandoned and harmed by him like that. I swore to myself that I’d climb as high as he had, and I’d make him regret. But I don’t know when it started; he’s growing less and less important in my heart. Maybe it started that day you waited for me to come home, or that day we officially got together, or that day you flew to Singapore for me…”
Mo Liuxi’s heart leaped. He turned and looked at her sallow face under the sunlight.
“Because of you, I started to feel music for what it really is. It’s no longer my tool for revenge.”
Yan Su looked at him in the eyes and said with honesty, “I learned to work hard for my dream, because of you. I don’t know if you’ll believe me. Maybe it’s because we haven’t been together for long, or because we’re both young. Neither of us can trust each other a hundred percent. I understand how you feel. After all, I was once betrayed. I am now a person with a very low sense of security. I don’t know how long our relationship will last, but I want to make it clear with you that, I never cheated on you.”
After saying that, she stood up, then continued with, “It’s cold now. Lying here might give you a cold. And don’t drink so much. It’s not healthy. If it’s really hard for you, we can give each other some time and space. Time will prove to you that nothing is going on between me and Shi Xiang. Not the way you think….how you… made me strip in front of you for you to check…”
After she finished talking, she bit her lip and turned to leave
Mo Liuxi looked at her back and had a very complicated feeling as if someone was squeezing his heart.