Chapter 380: Lowly
Translator: Lonelytree
‘I thought I could tie him down with our child. The child would stabilize my position in the Jing Family. When I was the eldest young miss of the Jing Family, the world was safe. We would have our child, and I could overlook Jing Ning’s debauchery. I never dared to hope for Jing Ning’s love. I would be satisfied with some affection.
‘However, I didn’t anticipate the arrival of Ye Qian. She isn’t an ordinary woman. Even though she is not a stunning beauty, she was a fatal attraction to men. Jing Ning listened to everything she said.
‘Ever since she appeared, Jing Ning never looked me in the eye. However, for Jing Ning, I had to curry favor with her.
‘Nanxing, you have no idea how lowly I had to put myself. I knew Ye Qian would steal Jing Ning away from me, but I had to bow down to her. She advised Jing Ning to get beautiful girls to pull in clients, and Jing Ning passed that job to me.
‘I had no choice. To keep Jing Ning by my side, I did everything I could. For that, I was expelled from the university and hated by all my schoolmates. My reputation was ruined, and I had to shoulder all the crime alone.
‘Ye Qian is particularly sinister. She even wanted me to use my body to serve Jing Ning’s client. And Jing Ning never would say no to her. He would sacrifice anyone and anything to please her. In my desperation, I had to use my body to make Jing Ning stay.
‘I thought Jing Ning cared for me since we were childhood friends. It wasn’t until I was pregnant that I realized I was no more important than a common prostitute in Jing Ning’s eyes.
‘He couldn’t care less that I was pregnant with his child. If you didn’t keep the evidence to prove that he was the father, he would have claimed to the world that the baby wasn’t his. How he wished the child wasn’t his.
‘The Nan Family can’t take any more blows. For the Nan Family, I had to rely on the Jing Family. It was why I had no choice but to marry into the Jing Family in a high-profile manner. I knew what I did would place me directly in Ye Qian’s path, and that meant I was their enemy. They wanted me to die. You had no idea the dangers that they had put me in.
‘Ye Qian is a real nasty bitch. On the surface, she is noble and intelligent, dignified and elegant, but underneath, she is a vicious and merciless woman who would do anything to achieve her own goals.
‘Now that the real daughter of the Gu Family had returned, Ye Qian felt threatened. Ye Qian urgently needed a safe harbor. Jing Ning is not even her best choice. In fact, the moment someone better than Jing Ning appears, she will dump him immediately.
‘However, Jing Ning can’t function without her. Therefore, I became the biggest thorn in their side.
‘I had to be eliminated from this love triangle for them to have a happy ending. To achieve this goal, Ye Qian had given Jing Ning many ideas. I was lucky because my child and I had survived until she was born. Yes, Jing Ning wanted to kill his child too.
‘Furthermore, I was a big threat to Jing Ning. I grew up with him. I knew too many of his secrets. He had been trying to silence me.
‘Nanxing, I’m sorry for forcing my child on you, but I don’t trust anyone else. I only ask that you don’t despise my child and raise her well.
‘In return, I will tell you two things.’
