Gu Mengmeng neither shook nor nodded. She felt a huge dilemma inside her.
Gu Mengmeng was not so gracious to expect Lea to rescue Miranda. Miranda and Lea did not have any relationship so there was no reason for him to save her. Moreover, if Lea rescued Miranda, Miranda would be even more certain that he likes her, and would have pestered him to become partners.
Damn it, wanting to become partners with the son after having sex with the father – what kind of twisted relationship was this?
At this thought, she felt disgusted. It was right for Lea to not be involved.
But as a female, she was trapped inside a small room and forced to have sex with someone she did not like. She struggled to no avail and hoped that the person she liked would arrive as her saviour and bring her away from this deep pit, yet he was so cold-hearted that he did not even spare her a glance. When Gu Mengmeng thought about this, she really pitied Miranda.
Everyone’s perspective was different, so the impact of the incident and their emotions would differ.
Gu Mengmeng could not determine right or wrong, but she felt uncomfortable, as though there was glue blocking her chest, and she could tell why.
Lea had been holding onto Gu Mengmeng’s hands the whole time and looking at her with his wide and narrow eyes. He said each word and sentence clearly, “Mengmeng, I am not a kind creature. I am not kind enough to save the world. I will only reserve my kindness to you. Other than that, I will not care about other people who are facing trouble in front of me. I do not have sufficient emotions to concern myself with people other than you, do you understand?”
Gu Mengmeng nodded and did not say a word.
Lea heaved a sigh of relief and laughed softly, “Mengmeng, you are kind, and nice to everyone. But I am different, I was born selfish… I will only treat you nicely. I know that I am not worthy of you but sorry, I cannot let you go, because the instant you leave me, my heart will shatter into pieces.”
Gu Mengmeng bent down and lightly kissed Lea’s forehead, saying, “You are worthy, you are great, really.”
Lea looked up and pecked Gu Mengmeng’s little lips. He kissed her to fulfill his satisfaction, but he did not kiss deeply, only beautifully.
“I was extremely afraid that you would detest me after knowing the secret of the Snow fox clan… luckily you didn’t.” Lea gave a long sigh of relief and said, “Now, I no longer have any secrets kept from you. In the future, you no longer have any reason to abandon me.”
Gu Mengmeng laughed helplessly and shook her head to say, “I never thought of abandoning you…”
“You did.” Lea stared hard at her and ranted. “During that coldest winter, you said you didn’t want me.”
“That was because you abandoned me first,” Gu Mengmeng rebutted.
Lea snuggled in Gu Mengmeng’s arms and said, “Yes, that’s because I was asking for it, so I was punished. Mengmeng, did you know? Even if my heart is made of steel, it still cannot survive a sentence of “I’m no longer in love with you”. Promise me, never say that to me, alright?”
Gu Mengmeng nodded. Feeling that the atmosphere was too mushy, she changed the topic and said, “But the Snow fox clan is so liberal in their view of sex, why would they banish you from Sauder just because you were found on Miranda’s bed? This sort of thing… compared to the mass estrus in the underground passageway, it should be nothing, right?”
Lea laughed bitterly and said, “People tend to show off what they are lacking most in.”
