Translator: Atlas Studios Editor: Atlas Studios
Outside, Chu Mubei was astounded to see Lu Yanchen leaving without Shi Guang.
After he left, Chu Mubei opened the door to enter at the same time as Shi Guang leaving. He then asked worriedly, “What happened, Little Sister Shi Guang?”
Shi Guang said nothing, merely pursing her lips.
Looking at how she seemed about to cry, Chu Mubei garnered that they must have had a tiff. No matter whose fault it was, he blamed Lu Yanchen instantly, “That Old Lu is really such a Tsundere at times. Even though he would say nasty things at times, he’s always thinking out for you.”
Shi Guang smiled out bitterly.
She did not want to say more or stay to chat with Chu Mubei. Rejecting his offer to send her home, she took a taxi home.
When she got home, she looked around at the empty apartment. Eventually, she still chose to pack a couple sets of clothes before moving to the dorm to stay.
Ever since her sister’s disappearance, there had always been a huge rock crushing down her heart. That day when Yang Sitong was blasting out at her for being able to remain so lovey-dovey with Lu Yanchen despite her sister’s disappearance… even though she knew Yang Sitong was saying that on purpose, the mere thought of her sister’s disappearance being a by-product of her and Lu Yanchen’s relationship was something she could not ignore.
She had already tried her best to try and settle this matter properly. Yet, this was a dead knot in their hearts. If the knot were not undone, how could things go by peacefully?
Lin Qiqi saw that Shi Guang’s lights in the dorm were on and knocked on the door. To her surprise, Shi Guang was truly inside and looking somewhat lost and abandoned at the same time.
She asked in astonishment, “What’s wrong with you? Quarreled with Lu Yanchen?”
Shi Guang was seemingly in a daze.
That had Lin Qiqi even more shocked. “For real? But he treats you that nicely…! To think that the two of you could actually quarrel despite being so clingy to one another!”
She then shook her head and muttered, “Indeed, there are no couples that wouldn’t quarrel in this world. Anyone who doesn’t quarrel must be a fake couple.”
Shi Guang pursed her lips and looked at Lin Qiqi helplessly. “Can you not give off those shower thoughts at a moment as such?”
“Isn’t it just a quarrel? Don’t worry, every couple quarrels! You guys will be fine the next day.”
Shi Guang’s heart wrenched, not knowing how to explain things to Lin Qiqi. She waved it off. “Head back first, I guess. I’m a little tired and I want to sleep now.”
Looking at how she was unwilling to speak more about it, Lin Qiqi did not pry as well, waving off. “Alright, have a good rest then. I’ll call you for training tomorrow.”
“Oh,” Shi Guang replied listlessly. Right now, she truly felt terrible… so terrible that she could barely think anymore.
If Feifei had returned and knew about everything, would she blame Shi Guang and continue to let her be with him?
And even worse, what if she didn’t return ever again? Could she still continue to be with Lu Yanchen?
The reason why she feigned ignorance and escaped from everything was that firstly, she loved him too much; and secondly, she was afraid that she would eventually give in to his wants.
For a couple to sustain their relationship, both physical and mental compatibilities were important. They could only truly support one another when their mental states were inseparable.
But what about them?
She was too clear about the distance between them.
In the past, she just chose to ignore it and pretended that she didn’t know. But after being exposed by Lu Yanchen today, she had no other choice but to face it.
It seemed as though something was scrunching up in her heart.
This felt terrible!
