Gu Chenyi kept silent for a while before saying, “Xiao Huan, let’s just talk about us and not bring Qingya into the picture.”
Mu Huan laughed. “Does this mean that you still don’t believe me?”
“It’s not that I don’t believe you, it’s just that no matter what Lin Qingya had done, she’s pregnant now. Even if everything was done by her, was planned by her, she’s also really pitiful to be ditched by me. Let’s just not worry about her, ok?” No matter what, Gu Chenyi felt that he had ruined Lin Qingya’s innocence and got her pregnant. He’s already really sorry for not taking responsibility. He didn’t want to do anything else to her.
He was also unable to believe that all these were planned by the feeble her.
Back then, she was crying and shouting, asking him to stop.
But he couldn’t resist the strength of the medicine and took her.
He had experienced it personally. He was really unable to go against his heart and say that she had done it willingly, that she was the one who wanted to sleep with him and had planned everything.
At most, Lin Qingya might just have loved him too much and she didn’t run for her life back then. Thus, it resulted in her becoming his antidote.
“Gu Chenyi, I actually think that your true love is Lin Qingya!” Mu Huan didn’t understand. He had clearly said that he didn’t like Lin Qingya, but every time, he’d choose to believe her. Even if he took ten thousand steps back and believed Mu Huan, he still wouldn’t blame Lin Qingya, and he even thought that Lin Qingya was already very pitiful.
Why was she pitiful? She’s pitiful because she lost her innocence?
She had carefully planned to sleep with a man. Why would she need others to pity her for losing her innocence?
Dang! It could really make one so speechless!
“How is that possible?!” How was it possible for him to love Lin Qingya?!
“If she wasn’t your true love, why would you believe her so easily? She only took out a few branded bags and a few photographs back then and you believed what she said of me. I invited the manager of the bar to be my witness, I brought you to meet my granny personally and told you how my stepmother had abused me as a kid — I told you why my family wouldn’t have given my granny the best treatment without a reason, but you didn’t believe me. Even after I looked for the few bosses I had worked for in the past to show you that I had worked to support myself through school, you still didn’t believe me! After all that, you still say that you love me and not Lin Qingya?!
“You said that you like me — which part of that says that you like me?”
“I went back to ask those bosses after that. Those bosses said that you’ve given them money to say those words to me. Xiao Huan, it’s not that I don’t believe you. Instead, it’s you…” who deceived him.
“Damn it! You still don’t trust me after I’ve said all those? If you had believed me, would you have gone back to ask those bosses? Besides that, is your brain formed to be used as a punching bag? When I was a young girl in her third year in senior high, Granny and I depended on each other to live. It’s already so hard to survive, where would I get the money to bribe the bosses to fake my evidence? If anyone had bribed them, that would only have been Grandma who had done it!”
Mu Huan suddenly thought of something. “Don’t tell me you think that the money I have used to bribe them with was the money I earned from being a prostitute?”
Gu Chenyi kept silent.
“Damn it!” Mu Huan was so angry she kicked the wall, which vibrated.
“Get the f*ck out of here! Don’t ever appear in front of my eyes in the future, much less say that you like me! Every time you say that you like me, it makes me feel so disgusted I want to puke! Don’t look at me with that hurt expression as well! If you continue being like this, I’d punch you until your own mom won’t be able to recognize you!”
What counseling? That’s bullsh*t. If he liked going to hell so much, so be it! He deserved to be hurt and tortured! He deserved to be with Lin Qingya!
