Xie Yi looked up at the surveillance camera in the corner of the operating room.
She shook her head calmly. It’s okay and she could do this operation.
She was breathing deeply over and over again.
She told herself over and over again, “You’re a doctor. It’s your duty to save the dead and heal the wounded. As long as you were not dead or fell in front of the operating table, you had to overcome all difficulties and carried on doing this operation. Xie Yi, you chose to do this operation yourself. You chose to come all the way to the Empire to do this operation yourself. “You…you can’t give up on this operation after you already walked into the operating room.
Xie Yi took a deep breath.
She clenched the scalpel in her hand again and closed her eyes. She wanted to feel as her hand cut the old woman’s scalp.
She didn’t expect the scalpel in her hand to fall to the floor again.
“Dr. Xie, I think I should do it!”
Qie Wenyang couldn’t understand why Xie Yi, who was talking so eloquently about the procedure when they were discussing the surgery plan, would become so …vulnerable when the time came to operate.
“No, I can do it.”
Xie Yi’s heart was pounding.
She could only hear her own heartbeats in the silent operating room.
Why was this happening?
She had performed so many operations.
She had done more complicated operations than this one, and she was never this nervous.
Why did this specific operation make her feel so nervous?
Ye Tianxin turned her head and looked at Xie Yi’s side face. She did not dare to speak, let alone encourage Xie Yi.
That was because it was her grandmother lying on the operating table.
She didn’t want the operation to fail because she couldn’t bear the pain of the operation failing.
Ye Tianxin stared at Qie Wenyang for help. She wanted to say that if Xie Yi really couldn’t save her grandma, she would rather her grandma sleep like this.
“Dr. Xie, please suspend the operation.”
Qi Wenyang immediately made a decision. Since she couldn’t do the operation, then she had to stop.
Panic flashed in Xie Yi’s eyes. She knew that she was a patient, but… what could that mean?
“I can do it.”
Xie Yi was still trying to be brave up until now. She thought she could perform this operation.
She had come all the way here to do this. Was she going to give up now?
“Dr. Xie, it’s okay, we can wait for you. You can perform this operation after you rest up.”
There was a hint of longing in Ye Tianxin’s eyes as she spoke.
Everyone was persuading her to give up the operation.
Nobody believed that she could do it.
Deep down, Xie Yi felt uncertain.
She quietly exited the operating room.
Taking her time with each step, she walked out of the operating room and locked herself in the dressing room.
She was still wearing the clothes that she had worn during the operation.
She pulled the hat off her head, allowing her hair to straggle out.
She also tore off the gloves on her hands.
She slowly slid to the ground.
Why was this happening?
It was very clear that she was so comfortable with a scalpel that it could’ve been considered part of her body.
However, why did the scalpel … fall to the ground now?
She didn’t understand.
She really couldn’t understand.
“Dr. Xie. ”
Ye Tianxin stood at the door of the dressing room and tapped at it.
“I’m sorry, Dr. Xie, I’m sorry if we may have hurt your feelings.”
There was a hint of guilt in Ye Tianxin’s voice.
Xie Yi was silent and did not respond to Ye Tianxin.
Ye Tianxin stood outside the door. She reached out to push the door of the dressing room.
