Could he not love her?
He could not control his heart, how could he not love her. He could not see her being tormented by pain like this either.
No matter what he did, it was not what he wanted, what should he do?
Feng Tianlan felt the pain becoming more and more intense. She hugged his waist tightly with her face pressed against his chest. Listening to the strong heartbeat as she panted, “Mobai, I’m afraid…”
Before she could finish her sentence, Feng Tianlan fainted from the pain in her heart.
“Lan’er.” Si Mobai lowered his eyes and looked at Feng Tianlan who had her eyes closed. His breathing was rapid, and her hands were still tightly hugging his waist. However, her small face was still tightly wrinkled. She was in great pain and was drenched in a cold sweat.
Seeing this, Si Mobai’s heart ached terribly. He lowered his head and placed it on her forehead which was covered in sweat. He asked softly, “What must I do to be able to love you and make you not suffer?”
Si Mobai hugged her and kissed her. However, he saw that her face was even paler, and her expression showed more pain. He seemed to have understood something and hurriedly placed her on the bed carefully and gently.
Without his touch, the unconscious Feng Tianlan’s pained expression eased up a little. Even her heavy breathing calmed down a lot.
When he saw this, Si Mobai came to a realization. Saying that he loved her, hugging her, kissing her, and everything intimate would cause her intense pain. All of this pain came from his heart.
When he thought of this, Si Mobai’s reddened eyes teared up. He placed her small hand in his large hand and said helplessly, “Lan’er, what do you want me to do?”
The unconscious Feng Tianlan could not see that Si Mobai was in agony because of her pain. An eight-foot-tall demon king now shed tears because of her pain.
Si Mobai’s eyes were red and his hands were trembling. He carefully and gently helped her wipe her body and changed into clean clothes. He looked at her face that was still in pain and wanted to lower his head to kiss her. However, when he remembered his kiss would make her heartache, he could only give up.
“I will not let you continue to be in pain like this.” Si Mobai covered her with the blanket and wiped the wet corners of her eyes. He stood up and walked out of the door.
Lapis Lazuli was waiting outside, when she saw him coming out, she asked: “How is Miss Feng?”
She heard Miss Feng’s voice just now and thought she must have woken up, but the silence afterward made her very worried, after all, that was the Twin Heart Linking Poison.
Si Mobai thought of Feng Tianlan’s reaction earlier, fainting from the pain, he narrowed his eyes and asked in a hoarse voice, “Her heart is in pain, is there any way to remove the poison?”
Because of his touch, because of his love, her heart was in pain. How did his love for her turn into a knife which caused her to be in so much pain?
This was expected, but for Lapis Lazuli, her heart ached but was also very helpless. “I don’t know either, we can only ask the person who poisoned Miss Feng.”
If she knew, she would not have to do this. But the Pill Scroll only recorded this poison, it did not explain how to make the poison or how to cure it. This was to prevent future generations from using this sinister method to harm others.
“Even to alleviate the pain?” Si Mobai raised his peach blossom eyes and looked at Lapis Lazuli.
Lapis Lazuli did not dare to look directly into his eyes. She quickly lowered her head and said, “No.”
