Xian Guiying turned her head abruptly, but her tears suddenly fell from the corners of her eyes.
Even she, herself, didn't know what kind of characters she had. Sometimes she wouldn't cry even once in a couple of days, even when she was young and had been subjected to all sorts of unfair treatment and grievances because of Cui Luixian's relationship with the Xian Family, she rarely cried.
But the man in front of her was Qin Gengxin, whom she liked for almost nine years. He hugged her and kissed her, but only because he drank too much and treated her like someone else!
Xian Guiying sniffed and turned away when Qin Gengxin raised his hand to wipe away her tears. She looked toward the dim room, at the white wall, and suddenly she laughed.
'Xian Guiying, oh, Xian Guiying. You're actually just a woman in Qin Gengxin's eyes.'
It was just a failure in their relationship. They had been together for years, what was there to cry about now?!
Qin Gengxin saw that she was crying harder, so he quickly wiped her tears and said with a sad expression, "Why are you crying? Alright, stop crying. Be good and stop crying."
Hearing his childish tone, Xian Guiying didn't know if she wanted to laugh or cry. Quickly, he hugged her tightly as if wanting to provide her safe support.
She sniffed again but didn't fight this time. Closing her eyes, she inhaled the scent and couldn't help but wrap her arms around his neck.
Let him pamper her while he was drunk. Such warmth, such a hug, she should cherish it. A care that she would never be able to get it again from him for the rest of her life.
'Qin Gengxin, in this warm and painful night, you have let me fully understand how much you love that woman. After tonight, Xian Guiying will leave your world and no longer pose a problem to you.'
She stayed in his arms until she started to feel sleepy. Qin Gengxin held her for a while, and then he laid down with his arms around her. He covered both of them with the blanket, lowered his head, and kissed her face, her forehead, and then he hugged her before falling asleep.
Xian Guiying opened her eyes and turned her head to watch the sleeping Qin Gengxin. She didn't move but just calmly looked at him for a long time. Finally, with a slight smile, she leaned forward and gave him a light kiss on his lips, then leave his embrace.
However, just as she kissed him and was about to step back, Qin Gengxin suddenly took a deep breath and opened his eyes slightly, as if he had just woken up like that.
Xian Guiying was stunned for a moment, and seeing the desire in his eyes, her whole body froze.
However, just like that, he kissed her on her forehead and nose, then went to her ear and whispered, "I originally wanted to pretend to be a gentleman, but you seduced me. You can't blame me."
Xian Guiying struggled a little, but Qin Gengxin didn't let her go. His breath quickened as it brushed against her ear.
Qin Gengxin was originally wearing only a bathrobe, but as he pounced on her, most of it fell apart.
Xian Guiying initially wanted to push him away, but what she touched was his hot chest, which felt like it was burning hot.
She hurriedly withdrew her hand as if she was touching a hot pan. When his hands once again went inside her clothes and caressed her body, her heart immediately stopped beating.
The kiss was getting hotter and intense. Qin Gengxin was breathing heavily and Xian Guiying could feel his strong desire for her.
Her rational mind and heart knew that he didn't even know she was Xian Guiying. If he were, he wouldn't do this to her.
Xian Guiying was supposed to stop him, but she didn't know if it was because the night was too enchanting or because the dim yellow light made her dizzy, her hands that were hanging in the air slowly placed on his chest.
Under the constant attack, she gradually weakened. Her eyes dimmed, and desire gradually rose in her body, causing her senses to slowly numb.
The first time she saw Qin Gengxin, the first time she saw him drunk, the first time she witnessed him miraculously discussing a difficult cooperation case, the first time she saw him getting angry in the Qin Corporation's meeting room because of a disagreement caused by a big mistake of his employees, the first time he took her out for a trip …
Too many first time, too many memories …
When she thought back on everything that had happened in the last eight years, her clothes were almost all taken off.
Xian Guiying only hesitated for a moment, but in the end, she did not refuse.
If she were destined to leave his world when the sun rose, then tonight would be her most perfect and beautiful memory. When the sun rose and he woke up, everything would be just a dream.
Perhaps it was just a dream to Qin Gengxin, but to her, she would hold onto these memories for the rest of her life.
Forgive her selfishness for using this way to draw a perfect end to her eight years of unrequited love.
Xian Guiying bit her lower lip as she felt an unbearable pain coming from her body. She then smiled helplessly. She had lived in the United States for eight years as a woman of the new generation, and she only became a woman once at the age of twenty-five. It was hard to tell if it was pathetic or laughable.
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The night was actually not long. Qin Gengxin, who had drunk too much alcohol and was not fully awake, was still able to turn things upside down like this, not just once but twice.
After the second time, Xian Guiying couldn't hold it anymore and wanted to run away, but he pulled her back and pressed her down for the third time.
It wasn't until the sky gradually brightened that Xian Guiying pleaded to stop. The clock showed 6 a.m. Seeing how pitiful she was, Qin Gengxin stopped and fell asleep on his stomach. It was clear that he was exhausted after three consecutive hours of a hangover.
He was exhausted, but he still insisted on doing it.
Xian Guiying silently rolled her eyes. She then turned around and looked at the time on her phone before hurriedly getting up. She didn't even dare take a shower. She immediately put on her clothes and picked up everything related to her before leaving.
Before this, Xian Guiying never knows how powerful Qin Gengxin's energy during sex. As she slowly limped out of the hotel and stood on the side of the road, the cold morning air shook her hair and she took a deep breath.
Her way of ending things could be considered as a form of giving. The memory of the night was enough for her to recall for a very, very long time.
At least this was the end she had planned for that moment.
But she had never thought that this would be the beginning.
