Author: DawnMachine Translation
“If it weren’t for Lu Mobai and Yang Lan, perhaps I wouldn’t have realized so much… “actually, during the three years that you left, I could have gone overseas to look for you “… Although Lu Mobai used a lot of tricks to hide you, as long as I went out, I would definitely find you “I found a lot of clues and even guessed that you might be in Las Vegas “.. “But I didn’t leave… “… “..
“Jin di… ”
“I’m a very willful man. And I’m very chauvinistic. Your departure three years ago made me very angry. Although I know the reason and what my father did, I’m still very angry. Why can’t you trust me? Why can’t you stay by my side. A woman who abandoned me of her own accord. I have no need to look for her at all… … For the past three years, I’ve been using this thought to stop myself from looking for your heart “…”. “…”
“…”
“perhaps I wouldn’t have realized this if I hadn’t seen Lu Mobai and Yang Lan. If I hadn’t seen their misfortune, I wouldn’t have felt that it would be such a pity even if I had missed these three years. After all, we are still together now, and we will be together in the future. We still have a long, long way to go, and we will be very happy…
. .”
“…”
“But Shao Ling, your mother, your uncle… … I guess that’s what they all think .. But in the end… … The world is ever-changing. If no one reminds us, we will easily forget how fragile happiness is and how easy it is to pass away. If during these three years, when I was struggling with my pride and pride, what happened to you abroad? If you really got together with Lu Mobai.. .. If you married someone else, I would feel that I was really stupid just thinking about it now.”
“…”
“Zuo Zuo, I don’t want to be separated from you anymore. I don’t want to think about it anymore. ”
Jin Di would never say anything particularly mushy and affectionate.
He also wouldn’t say his true feelings so clearly. Therefore, when she heard all of this, she was shocked at first, but as she listened, she couldn’t help but feel her heart ache, and eventually, tears fell.
Pregnant women were emotional, so they shed tears more easily than others.
She had long known Jin Di’s thoughts, and she could understand it. After all, she was the one who took the initiative to leave in the beginning. Even if he had some complaints against her, it was completely reasonable, wasn’t it?
Jin Di spoke of worry, nervousness, fear, and panic.
How could she not have?
Before returning to the country, or rather, during those three years abroad, she stayed by Ming Yu’s side. When she was free, she could not help but think of him who was still in the country.
Was He still alone now?
Or did he already have another her by his side?
Did he already fall in love with another woman?
Did he still have his own position by his side?
In those three years, every night, she would be swallowed up by this or that bad delusion.
He was in so much pain that he wished he could die. He was afraid of panic. He wanted to come back, but he didn’t dare to come back.
“I’m sorry… … Jin Di, I.. .. Three years ago, I was too timid and weak. It’s not that I don’t trust you, I don’t trust you. I just don’t trust myself. I’m afraid that I couldn’t continue to bear the pressure of being by your side. I’m afraid that I couldn’t accompany you down the road… … …”
